day 36: gotta go fa(s)t
stopped the 100% raw food.
i ate my previous normal diet. after a long time i ate pasta and bread and my anxiety skyrockets, i have again problems with my memory and attention, i’m nervous and so on!
cd nuts was right about everything.
about my raw diet: i learned how to eat, it was a good lesson that i’ll need after my fast. do you remember my post about the mayr cure? this one The Mayr cure: an austrian detox method
today i called the doctor, Mrs Catherine Enthammer http://www.curamayr.it/ and she told me that the problem with us is in the adrenals. @Scotsman and the others suffering for lipoatrophy, the problem is in the adrenals.
she will even put me on prednisone for 10 days to see what happens, expecially with my skin. i’ll start tomorrow morning.
Now i’m gonna get fat to fast. She told me to eat raw milk, meat, cheese, beans… is not safe but i need it to get fat. I need to put on more than 10 kg! I’ll be a fat Sonic.
i will even start excercising, the dr. says that i need lean mass to fast.
i’ve always been in love with germany <3
i’ll keep on updating the scores and now i’m gonna add mental clarity, since i lost it by eating bread and pasta again.
pray for me, cheer for me.
mental clarity: 5 (10 when i started the raw food regimen)
tinnitus button: 5
suicidal ideation: 0
social phobia: 6
memory loss: 7
stumbling over words: 0
slurring of speech: 0
laziness/lack of motivation: 5
loss of personality: 9
disconnection feeling: 9
stiffness of the left leg: 6
lipoatrophy: 10 (proceeds)
wrinkles: 10 (proceeds)
graying hairs: 10 (proceeds)
dry skin & other skin disorders: 10 (proceeds)
joint pain: 0
poop pellets: 5
flu-like symptoms: 0