I’m here. I’m screwed, my balls continue to shrink. And have some pain here and there. Doctors have no idea what is wrong. My body completely crashed when I got off of finasteride.
My nuts are the size of a 10 year old. I can barely get an erection and my ejaculate is laughably pathetic. I feel castrated, like a eunich.
I’m pretty sure I am screwed. It is a struggle to wake up everyday, no energy and sleepy 24/7. Mind you I was a former collegiate athlete (never touched steroids or any drugs) and was in great shape. I was banging hot girls and lasting until the sun came up. When I got off finasteride, I crashed and I can’t find the energy to do anything. Work is a struggle as well but I manage.
This sucks and it is like a nightmare, but there are still some things in life to look forward to so I won’t end it. We only get one life, just have to make the best of it.
I am not trying to get another girlfriend right now becuase I can barely get it up. It is pathetic and no girl in her right mind would want to be with me if I can’t do her like she needs to be done. At last now I can find the energy to get stuff done, it is just really hard. But I do it and manage.
Since I likely won’t be getting married (or even have another girl) I am thinking about entering the military. Not sure yet. Maybe Navy? Maybe Army Infantry or at least the Army Guard as an Officer and just keep my civilian job. At least it will change things up, maybe I will get sent to war or somewhere far, far away. I am tired of friends and parents asking me why I haven’t had a girlfriend in so long. I can’t tell them the truth.
Anyways, I don’t know what route I will take. For now I wake up everyday wishing it was just a nightmare, but it isn’t. I go to my job and try to workout and maintain as normal a life as possible. It is tough, but I will just have to keep fighting.