PSSD for 3 years (and counting) from Fluoxetine

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Welcome to our community. Please fill in the following template as a way of introducing yourself, and helping others to understand your background and situation.

Where are you from (country)?

USA

How did you find this forum (Google search – if so, what search terms? Via link from a forum or website – if so, what page? Other?)

I learned about this forum from the currently deactivated PSSD Forum.

What is your current age, height, weight?

29, 5’9", 180 Lbs.

What specific drug did you use (finasteride, dutasteride, saw palmetto, isotretinoin/Accutane, fluoxetine, sertraline, citalopram, leuprorelin, etc…)?

Fluoxetine

What dose did you take (eg. 1 mg/day, 1 mg every other day etc.)?

I don’t recall exactly but I think it was a 15 MG tablet (I took it daily).

What condition was being treated with the drug?

Depression and anxiety.

For how long did you take the drug (weeks/months/years)?

~4 months.

How old were you, and WHEN (date) did you start the drug?

I was 26; I started the drug in September of 2016.

How old were you when you quit, and WHEN (date) did you quit?

I was 26 when I quit; I began to taper off in January of 2017, and I completely finished the drug by February of that year.

How did you quit (cold turkey or taper off)?

Taper over a few weeks.

How long into your usage did you notice the onset of side effects?

I noticed an onset of side effects the day after I took my first dose

What side effects did you experience that have yet to resolve since discontinuation?

Complete loss of libido, severe ED, genital numbness, penile shrinkage, lack of morning erections, anhedonia, a general lack of interest in pursuing romantic relationships.

Check the boxes that apply. You can save your post first, then interactively check/uncheck the boxes by clicking on them. If your symptoms change, please update your list.

Sexual
Loss of Libido / Sex Drive
Erectile Dysfunction
Complete Impotence
Loss of Morning Erections
Loss of Spontaneous Erections
Loss of Nocturnal Erections
Watery Ejaculate
Reduced Ejaculate
Inability or Difficulty to Ejaculate / Orgasm
Reduced Sperm Count / Motility

Mental
Emotional Blunting / Emotionally Flat
Difficulty Focusing / Concentrating
Confusion
Memory Loss / Forgetfulness
Stumbling over Words / Losing Train of Thought
Slurring of Speech
Lack of Motivation / Feeling Passive / Complacency
Extreme Anxiety / Panic Attacks
Severe Depression / Melancholy
Suicidal Thoughts

Physical
Penile Tissue Changes (narrowing, shrinkage, wrinkled)
Penis curvature / rotation on axis
Testicular Pain
Testicular Shrinkage / Loss of Fullness
Genital numbness / sensitivity decrease
Weight Gain
Gynecomastia (male breasts)
Muscle Wastage
Muscle Weakness
Joint Pain
Dry / Dark Circles under eyes

Misc
Prostate pain
Persistent Fatigue / Exhaustion
Stomach Pains / Digestion Problems
Constipation / “Poo Pellets”
Vision - Acuity Decrease / Blurriness
Tinnitus (ringing or high pitched sound in ears)
Hearing loss
Increased hair loss
Frequent urination
Lowered body temperature

Other (please explain)

What (if any) treatments have you undertaken to recover from your side effects since discontinuation of the drug?

Wellbutrin/Bupropion
Inositol
CDP-Choline
Buspar
Pramipexole
Flibanserin/Addyi
Abstaining from alcohol for a month
L-Arginine
Horny Goat Weed
Maca
Ella
Bethanechol
Low dose SSRI
Low does naltrexone
SJW

If you have pre or post-drug blood tests, what hormonal changes have you encountered since discontinuing the drug (please post your test results in the “Blood Tests” section and link to them in your post)?

I didn’t take any pre-SSRI blood tests, but I have had numerous blood panels since taking SSRI’s; all results have been largely within normal ranges.

Anything not listed in the above questions you’d like to share about your experience?

Tell us your story, in your own words, about your usage and side effects experienced while on/off the drug.

*Like many PSSD sufferers, I decided to try SSRI’s with the understanding that I would probably experience sexual side effects, but that they would reverse within weeks of ceasing the meds. The SSRI helped with the anxiety and depression, but I decided to stop the meds as the sexual side effects and romantic apathy were really starting to negatively affect my dating life.

I started tapering in January of '17 and was off the meds by Feb of '17. By late March/ early April I was getting concerned because the sexual side effects weren’t reversing at all. I then began to see various physicians (GP’s, urologists, endos, neurologists) who couldn’t identify any ostensible health problems and chalked my sexual issues up to me being depressed.

3 years later, I am still grappling with these horrible side effects and I have not experienced any type of recovery, even temporary windows of feeling normal. I can get a decent erection (maybe 7 out of 10) if I take cialis/viagra, but that obviously does nothing for libido/sexual desire.*

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#2

I feel for you. Thank you for being here and joining us. We are here to support you and you will find many people with the same stuff happening.

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#3

Thank you for signing up and telling your story @cdunkmtown, I’m sorry to hear of another person so damaged by these substances. From here, I’d advise you to have a read of the following thread and follow some of the actions outlined therein

Of particular importance is taking the Post-Drug Syndrome Survey. Your participation will contribute to an ever growing data set which is finally painting the full picture of what is happening to patients at the clinical level.

#4

Do you know generally how long after registering and posting in “Member Stories” it takes to be invited to participate in the survey?

#5

Hi @cdunkmtown

According to this

Have you signed up to take the post drug syndrome survey? This topic is for you.

Have you checked your email inbox and spam folders? The link may already be there. If not, the survey should be able to be accessed through the bar-graph icon at the top of your screen. Please do say if you can’t access the survey after these steps.

Thank you.

#6

I checked my Spam/inbox/trash. still nothing.

#7

Did you ever try any supplements or substances which increase dopamine? I had a temporary pssd from an ssri which only went away after I took such substances. For me it seemed like my serotonin/dopamine balance after SSRI’s was tipped to serotonin. I had a similar experience with 5htp.

#8

Hi @cdunkmtown, I’ve tried tweaking your account in a way that “might” trigger the survey. If you didn’t get an email invite, the survey may still be available to you by clicking the bar icon in the upper right hand corner of your screen or via this link.

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#9

@Noukon What supplements are you referring to?

#10

@Dubya_B - that worked! Thank you.

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#11

You’re welcome!

Thank you too.

#12

L-dopa although not healthy for long term, can cause dyskinesia, hearth problems

Illicit substances which stimulate dopamine, can also be risky, but in my case it seemed like it was enough to try one of them and the recovery stayed. Not recommended if you depressed or have an addictive personality. Try l-dopa short term, it’s legal and not addictive.

It can be very dangerous as well though:
Neuroleptic malignant syndrome (NMS) is a rare, but life-threatening, idiosyncratic reaction to neuroleptic medications that is characterized by fever, muscular rigidity, altered mental status, and autonomic dysfunction. NMS often occurs shortly after the initiation of neuroleptic treatment, or after dose increases.

#13

@Noukon Over what time frame did you take it? What dose/brand?

#14

Well, I used adderal but it’s illegal, so I was thinking about legal options. L-dopa brand shouldn’t matter.