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[scaredoutofmymind]

Thanks a lot man you make a very good point for sure. I just cant control this thing. I need to let go and keep living life and try not to over analyze every thing. And though I complain about sexual desire i do masturbate about 1 per day. I really need to give it a rest and build up sex drive. I do it because I want to know that I can. But it may not be helping me if im not truly horny.

[Finatruth]

Scaredoutofmymind- you took it 9 days I took it 9 years, but our symptoms and progression are identical. Feel positive, I crashed in April 2012, and I have made huge progress I. Last 3-4 months, larger penis flaccid, almost full sensitivity all the time now, even when crash it’s not horrific anymore. I went from like once a day with masturbation and porn, now like 2 times and I am pretty horny most of the day. Mentally getting more clear as well. Hang in there!!! Your ups will keep getting higher, read john Coleman and Chi progress only!!

[scaredoutofmymind]

@scaredoutofmymind

I have come a long way in a year. I now have full balls, erections, libido, vitality, energy, and all that stuff. I feel sharp and mentally well. I am sleeping better. I am gaining muscle again. I lust for women and masturbate almost each night (trying to hold back even) Some days I feel more tired than I probably should for my age, but hell I feel damned lucky to have the progress I have had. This has changed life. It has taken over every aspect of my life and as I start to feel normal again I know I will never be the same. I won’t take life for granted. God has put me through this to make me stronger and rethink my life. Every day I live without an anxiety attack or crippling depression is a miracle for me. I thought I ruined my body and brain forever. I underestimated how resilient human beings are. This has been crazy man. But the last three months have been like a second chance at life. I feel better and better with time and just continue to workout, and thank God almighty. He can deliver us through anything.

Wow maybe I need to get back on remeron…^^ I simply am so far from that point now. It happened slowly after getting off sleep pills. Now I can’t get spontaneous erections, very bad sensitivity, shriveled sack. How did I no notice this decline sooner? I am gonna go back to the doctor for remeron. I’ll give it one more week on melatonin. And no porn or masturbation.

[scaredoutofmymind]

This drug is also an antidepressant. Look at how positive I was. So weird man. Grass is looking greener on the other side now. If I could jus fight the weight gain.

[Luckfax]

@scaredoutofmymind

So ive been taking testosterone boosting supplements fenugreek seed and tribulus. I seem to be bulking up. However my libido and sensitivity seems to be really bad. No nocturnal erections. I will stop immediately. Just gonna take sleep supplement. I find the more supplements and crap I put into my boxy usually serves to worsen my situation. Unless I am just getting worse with time. So hard to tell. Thats why I want to be on as little as possible so as to not interfere with my body.

I think I’ve been having this problem. I seem to have had some sort of crash in the last few days as I approach my fifth year off, genitals are number and smaller, ED/libido worse, increased fog, worse mood and less sleep. I now appear unresponsive to supps like zinc and magnesium whereas before they helped with sleep and libido. Now they might be making them worse, I’ve changed from magnesium softgels to normal tablets but surely that can’t be the reason? It’s so hard to pinpoint how a supplement is affecting you, it seems something you took days or weeks before can fuck you up.

Only other factor would be fucked up sleeping pattern from the festive holidays screwing me. I made the same stupid mistake last year. I also went through periods of masturbating too much but I’m not usually one of those guys who is impacted by this.

[scaredoutofmymind]

7.5mg of remeron last night with 1mg melatonin. I have results already. Ball sack looks fuller, penis doesnt feel dead. I have my answer. Deep sleep improves sexual symptoms greatly. Im out to lunch right now enjoying looking at the waitresses. Wow how interesting. Also I woke up and ate two bananas. I think the weight gain will be pretty managable at this dose. I see my doctor tomorrow so ill let her know whats going in with me.

[THETIGERSHULL]

@scaredoutofmymind

7.5mg of remeron last night with 1mg melatonin. I have results already. Ball sack looks fuller, penis doesnt feel dead. I have my answer. Deep sleep improves sexual symptoms greatly. Im out to lunch right now enjoying looking at the waitresses. Wow how interesting. Also I woke up and ate two bananas. I think the weight gain will be pretty managable at this dose. I see my doctor tomorrow so ill let her know whats going in with me.

Glad to hear the almost instant improvements

I take 45mg Remeron each night too which helps a little with my sleep

[HypoCyclist]

Scaredoutofmymind

If you haven’t yet, take a look at this site www.yourbrainonporn.com

I’m not saying this is a cure to PFS but I do think it has the potential to help with some of the sexual side effects caused by dopamine imbalances and receptor issues. It seems a lot of us “test” ourselves quite frequently and maybe fried our brains further after finestride use.

[scaredoutofmymind]

I agree very much. I notice when I hug or make out w my girl my shit starts to get hard. Any other time its not gonna move. unless im spanking it to porn. Which I know even normal people have developed ed from too much porn. So it cant be helping…and if I ever habe sex w this chick im hoping nature will take over and let me fuck. Im feeling very suicidal today. Im sitting in the doctors office hopefully about to get a new sleepimg prescription. I feel like my life and soul has been drained! I just want to go away and never see anyone again.

[scaredoutofmymind]

Has anyone maintained a relationship with this bullshit?

[Finasteride_victim]

@scaredoutofmymind

Has anyone maintained a relationship with this bullshit?

For me Relationship is Impossible. I feel like Shit, I look like Shit, beacuse of Fuckingsterid.

Im feel really sorry for you Bro you took only 9 Pills of this Ratpoison and still has to fight for your Life.
What a Shame.Because of a Hairpill fuck it

[THETIGERSHULL]

@scaredoutofmymind

Has anyone maintained a relationship with this bullshit?

I’m in a relationship but it’s virtually non sexual since Propecia left me impotent with a shrunken dead dick

[scaredoutofmymind]

Tonight I’m trying 25mg seroquel. Hope this works.

[Second_Amendment]

Careful with seroquel: google.com/search?q=seroque … ysfunction

[scaredoutofmymind]

Fuck why am I getting worse! Everyday I get worse and closer to killing myself.

[scaredoutofmymind]

How can 9 pills completely destroy my life? I mean every day this nightmare is my reality. I dont get a break from it. Im 24 yrs old. Im seeing a beautiful girl. I have a great job. Im starting life. But I cant feel my dick. I dont desire sex. I am fucking impotent! Fuck! I want to bring a gun into that dermatologists office and kill that motherfucker for taking my life away. Im not gonna masturbate 1 fucking time for a month. If my girl wants to fuck me we will see what the fuck happens. I cant keep obsessing. This sleep pill does this, this one does that. I get nocturnal erection with this one, etc etc. Every prescription med for sleep I have tried comes with insidious fucking side effects that make them totally unrealistic to stay on. Im so fucking tired of this life man. What the fuck had I known this outcome I would have shaved my head and went out fucking beatiful women for 40 or more years. Living life to the fucking fullest. Now I feel like a geriatric at 24 yrs old. When do I get to kill these drug makers and rape their family and murder their children?

[THETIGERSHULL]

@scaredoutofmymind

How can 9 pills completely destroy my life? I mean every day this nightmare is my reality. I dont get a break from it. Im 24 yrs old. Im seeing a beautiful girl. I have a great job. Im starting life. But I cant feel my dick. I dont desire sex. I am fucking impotent! Fuck! I want to bring a gun into that dermatologists office and kill that motherfucker for taking my life away. Im not gonna masturbate 1 fucking time for a month. If my girl wants to fuck me we will see what the fuck happens. I cant keep obsessing. This sleep pill does this, this one does that. I get nocturnal erection with this one, etc etc. Every prescription med for sleep I have tried comes with insidious fucking side effects that make them totally unrealistic to stay on. Im so fucking tired of this life man. What the fuck had I known this outcome I would have shaved my head and went out fucking beatiful women for 40 or more years. Living life to the fucking fullest. Now I feel like a geriatric at 24 yrs old. When do I get to kill these drug makers and rape their family and murder their children?

I know your hurting mate, just like me too but I think you’ve probably said a bit too much bad shit there buddy. Yes I would wish many Merck employees dead or to have PFS but that’s where I would stop.

[Finasteride_victim]

I can understand his Feelings.

He is in Ragemode Tigershull.

I hate my Dermatologist like nothing in the World, because he was the Reason that i have take this Posion.
I never heard of Finasteride before, my Dermatologist told me about that.

He has pushed me this Shit like a fucking Drug dealer, with sentences like " do it now better early as too late" and “dont worry it does nothing with your Manhood” fuck this Coackroach.

He earn 20 Bucks from one Prescription and i lost my Life.Not only my Manhood my entire Life.

[Finasteride_victim]

So what is the fucking Difference between a Drugdealer on the Street who push a Kid to take Heroin and fuck up his Life and a Dermatologist who push you a Medicine who fuck up your Life??

I tell you the Difference is the Fucking Doc can do this legal without any Problems after that.

And when you ask him why you are sick “ITS ALL IN YOUR HEAD!!!”

YOU HAVE SHRUNK YOUR DICK YOUR NUTS, YOUR MUSCLES, DESTROY YOUR BRAIN, AND ALL THE SHIT WITH YOUR HEAD!!!

Man if i am able to do such Things with my HEAD i must go to Las Vegas.

David Copperfield is a fucking Joke against us all

[scaredoutofmymind]

Yea I did say too much there. Just angry no threats intended. Theres no one person to really blame anyway