@jrums01
I’d be very careful with the definition of “normal”. Most doctors would tell a man with Testosterone level of 250 and Estrogen of 11 that he’s “normal”.
2 Likes
I was over 700 in Testosterone. Not bad for 38. It’s deeper than that. It’s a complete neuroendocrine receptor destruction in the worst cases I’m afraid.
3 Likes
Sorry but total Testosterone level alone doesn’t tell the whole story. There’s a lot more. I’d pay more attention into hormonal ratios, adrenals, thyroid, abnormalities, and of course “the mighty gut”. Godspeed.
1 Like
I will make a sacrifice of some candies for the mighty gut !
Man you got me chuckle. Sorry didn’t mean to sound disrespectful. I know how you feel man. Lo and behold the mighty gut.
That was the purpose. Gut bless you !
r.i.p brother 
1 Like
RIP Buddy. I remember him as a very smart guy, and always ready to give you a hand or advice.
2 Likes
In the PSSD community, a few months ago another young girl took her own life for this horrible pathology, she was very smart and a really nice person. I believe it is time for medical science to take these post-drug pathologies seriously for giving support and proper treatment.
8 Likes
So close to suicide like this guy. I dunno. I dunno.
Jeez this indeed. I was going to post the same. He was a fighter indeed, you beat me to that statement and you’re completely right he truly was.
Whatever he was facing that we maybe didn’t get to read I’ve got no doubt he gave his all to it and held up longer than I would have done. I can’t imagine his suffering.
God I feel sick thinking about it. Another real, actual death. And AnhedonicApe at that.
Wish I had better words I’m just so stunned.
4 Likes
For the record, AnhedonicApe was struck down by an SSRI.
1 Like
Oh no - I did make a bit of an assumption on that.
That’s kinda bad, I’ve edited my post. Sorry for doing that.
1 Like
Today one year ago AnhedonicApe decided to end his life.
I hope he found his peace.
7 Likes
“Bed-bound and lobotomized.”
My deepest feelings for all the Guys, so tired by atrophy and fatigue, that they have no more Power to get Out of the bed.
But generally this ist what makes me so fear for myself, so fear for all you other young guys here all.
Ape told us lying in bed for half a year, other members stay in bed at their parents. I do that allone.
And thats the start of worsening all
3 Likes
i liked that guy
RIP brother
never forgotten
2 Likes
David (anhedonicape) story.
5 Likes
A very intelligent lad who suffered greatly
2 Likes
Deleted, to honor the memoriam.
1 Like
Guys, leave it please. This is a memorial thread.
2 Likes