Oneday's PCT to Recovery (Correcting HPTA with Nolvadex and hCG)

Wednesday February 11, 2009

This is my 45th day on PCT and a slight case of eyelid puffiness has reoccurred. Even though i drink coffee to bring down the swelling of my eyelids, it is not enough and I’m going to reconsider my nolvadex schedule. I will decrease starting tomorrow and take 10 mg for 12 days. Here’s the schedule:

Thursday, February 12, 2009
reduce to 10 mg of nolvadex

February 23, 2009
reduce to 5 mg of nolvadex

March 2, 2009
reduce to 2 mg of nolvadex

March 11, 2009
all done with pct and evaluate my erectile, libido, and mood for a month or so.

Technically we are all mad scientist when it comes to our PCT. We can change the dosage or duration of drug to suit our needs. I figure that I’ve been on 20 mg of nolva long enough and I was suppose to take 20mg for 4 weeks and it is past 4 weeks. There was about 6 days where I was on 10 mg, so that my remaining nolvadex would last me until the new shipment. Here’s the timeline: I took 20 mg (December 28, 2008 - January 21, 2009) for 24 days, 10 mg (January 22, 2009 - January 30, 2009) for 6 days b/c I forgot to take my meds for 2 days, followed by 20 mg when I got back from my trip (January 31, 2009 - February 11, 2009) for 11 days b/c I forgot to take nolva for 1 day. After I added everything up, I was on Nolvadex for 5 weeks which means it is ok to decrease the nolvadex. I’m just tired of the side effects from nolva, such as softer balls (balls were firmer when on 10mg and when I forgot to take nolvadex), eyelid puffiness, poor ejaculate and muted orgasms.

My sleep was poor this morning because my dog was hogging most of my bed and made it very uncomfortable to sleep. So my morning erection wasn’t that great and it was about 55%. However, after some youporn action I was able to elevate it to 89%. My ejaculate has been somewhat watery lately ever since I increased my nolvadex dose. So lets see where 10 mg of nolvadex will take me.

Take care. oneday.

thenxtgrt1 from meso-rx.com asked:

wow, that is a can of worms but I’ll answer it. Prior to pct, I was getting maybe 3-5 morning erections a week, but now I get one everyday. However, my morning erections are weaker b/c of nolvadex, but it is very consistent under PCT. My lab work shows that PCT has increased my testosterone from 572.83 to 855.17. My mood was awesome (felt excited and extremely happy) for the 1-1.5 weeks under pct, followed by an emotional wreck for the next 3 weeks, and this week, I feel aggressive and confident in myself. When I forgot to take nolvadex 2 weeks ago, I almost had a wet dream which I haven’t experienced that sort of sensation in 2 yrs. Balls have been restored to size and it grows then shrinks throughout the course of the day, but when I forgot to take nolvadex, my balls were much bigger. There will be some inherent side effects with nolvadex, but nothing life threatening for me and will not comment for other ppl. My sleep quality has been improved during this process and I have fewer awakenings (1-3) compared to prior to pct (5-7 awakenings). I’m able to have multiple strong erections in a row or sometimes with an hour and that was not possible prior to pct. Also, my overall ejaculate has moments where it is viscous and thick, but there are occasions where it is still watery, but prior to pct it was always watery. I still have about 30 days left in my PCT program and I think things will only get better as I decrease my nolva dosage.

I never started clomid with my pct and I only used hcg/nolvadex for my program. I was concerned with eye floaters, joint issues, desensitizing the pituitary and liver issues with clomid which is why I never took it. Seeing the increase testosterone in my lab work demonstrated that I didn’t need clomid b/c hcg/nolvadex was sufficient at restoring my balls and compel it to produce testosterone.

Anyhow, i hope that answers your questions. oneday.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

This is the 46th day on pct and my balls was much firmer than yesterday. To give you mental picture of what my balls look like, they are the shape of a snow cone sqooshed and they are firm as shit today. Maybe the explanation for firm balls could be that I had great sleep without any awakenings. For the past 2 yrs, I always had at least 1-7 awakenings, but today I didn’t have any. I believe that sleep is a major component to HPTA restoration and without it I would not have nocturnal and morning erections.

I had a mild morning erection but I was able to work up my excitement with youporn and my erection went from 50% to 89%. I feel that within the last week, my erections from visual stimulation have increased by 5%, so it is getting stronger as I progress further in my pct.

Tonight I’m decreasing my nolvadex to 10mg. I’ll keep you fools posted. oneday

I found an article posted by la_trialthete and feel that it is a must for those who are considering these drugs for pct. I was asked by someone who is considering pct to find this article and didn’t want to answer 100 messages about which is better: clomid or nolvadex. It was this article that made me prefer nolvadex over clomid. This is a very good article so read carefully!

http://forum.mesomorphosis.com/steroid-forum/clomid-or-nolvadex-134247202.html#post509295

Here is an article from William Llewellyn. You probably can’t get more authoritative than him!

Good luck…

Nolvadex vs Clomid by William Llewellyn

I have received a lot of heat lately about my preference for Nolvadex over Clomid, which I hold for all purposes of use (in the bodybuilding world anyway); as an anti-estrogen, an HDL (good) cholesterol-supporting drug, and as a testosterone-stimulating compound. Most people use Nolvadex to combat gynecomastia over Clomid anyway, so that is an easy sell. And for cholesterol, well, most bodybuilders unfortunately pay little attention to this important issue, so by way of disinterest, another easy opinion to discuss. But when it comes to using Nolvadex for increasing endogenous testosterone release, bodybuilders just do not want to hear it. They only seem to want Clomid. I can only guess that this is based on a long rooted misunderstanding of the actions of the two drugs. In this article I would therefore like to discuss the specifics for these two agents, and explain clearly the usefulness of Nolvadex for the specific purpose of increasing testosterone production.

Clomid and Nolvadex

I am not sure how Clomid and Nolvadex became so separated in the minds of bodybuilders. They certainly should not be. Clomid and Nolvadex are both anti-estrogens belonging to the same group of triphenylethylene compounds. They are structurally related and specifically classified as selective estrogen receptor modulators (SERMs) with mixed agonistic and antagonistic properties. This means that in certain tissues they can block the effects of estrogen, by altering the binding capacity of the receptor, while in others they can act as actual estrogens, activating the receptor. In men, both of these drugs act as anti-estrogens in their capacity to oppose the negative feedback of estrogens on the hypothalamus and stimulate the heightened release of GnRH (Gonadotropin Releasing Hormone). LH output by the pituitary will be increased as a result, which in turn can increase the level of testosterone by the testes. Both drugs do this, but for some reason bodybuilders persist in thinking that Clomid is the only drug good at stimulating testosterone. What you will find with a little investigation however is that not only is Nolvadex useful for the same purpose, it should actually be the preferred agent of the two.

Pituitary Sensitivity to GnRH

Studies conducted in the late 1970’s at the University of Ghent in Belgium make clear the advantages of using Nolvadex instead of Clomid for increasing testosterone levels (1). Here, researchers looked the effects of Nolvadex and Clomid on the endocrine profiles of normal men, as well as those suffering from low sperm counts (oligospermia). For our purposes, the results of these drugs on hormonally normal men are obviously the most relevant. What was found, just in the early parts of the study, was quite enlightening. Nolvadex, used for 10 days at a dosage of 20mg daily, increased serum testosterone levels to 142% of baseline, which was on par with the effect of 150mg of Clomid daily for the same duration (the testosterone increase was slightly, but not significantly, better for Clomid). We must remember though that this is the effect of three 50mg tablets of Clomid. With the price of both a 50mg Clomid and 20mg Nolvadex typically very similar, we are already seeing a cost vs. results discrepancy forming that strongly favors the Nolvadex side.

But something more interesting is happening. Researchers were also conducting GnRH stimulation tests before and after various points of treatment with Nolvadex and Clomid, and the two drugs had markedly different results. These tests involved infusing patients with 100mcg of GnRH and measuring the output of pituitary LH in response. The focus of this test is to see how sensitive the pituitary is to Gonadotropin Releasing Hormone. The more sensitive the pituitary, the more LH will be released. The tests showed that after ten days of treatment with Nolvadex, pituitary sensitivity to GnRH increased slightly compared to pre-treated values. This is contrast to 10 days of treatment with 150mg Clomid, which was shown to consistently DECREASE pituitary sensitivity to GnRH (more LH was released before treatment). As the study with Nolvadex progresses to 6 weeks, pituitary sensitivity to GnRH was significantly higher than pre-treated or 10-day levels. At this point the same 20mg dosage was also raising testosterone and LH levels to an average of 183% and 172% of base values, respectively, which again is measurably higher than what was noted 10 days into therapy. Within 10 days of treatment Clomid is already exerting an effect that is causing the pituitary to become slightly desensitized to GnRH, while prolonged use of Nolvadex serves only to increase pituitary sensitivity to this hormone. That is not to say Clomid won’t increase testosterone if taken for the same 6 week time period. Quite the opposite is true. But we are, however, noticing an advantage in Nolvadex.

The Estrogen Clomid

The above discrepancies are likely explained by differences in the estrogenic nature of the two compounds. The researchers’ clearly support this theory when commenting in their paper, “The difference in response might be attributable to the weak intrinsic estrogenic effect of Clomid, which in this study manifested itself by an increase in transcortin and testosterone/estradiol-binding globulin [SHBG] levels; this increase was not observed after tamoxifen treatment”. In reviewing other theories later in the paper, such as interference by increased androgen or estrogen levels, they persist in noting that increases in these hormones were similar with both drug treatments, and state that," ?a role of the intrinsic estrogenic activity of Clomid which is practically absent in Tamoxifen seems the most probable explanation".

Although these two are related anti-estrogens, they appear to act very differently at different sites of action. Nolvadex seems to be strongly anti-estrogenic at both the hypothalamus and pituitary, which is in contrast to Clomid, which although a strong anti-estrogen at the hypothalamus, seems to exhibit weak estrogenic activity at the pituitary. To find further support for this we can look at an in-vitro animal study published in the American Journal of Physiology in February 1981 (2). This paper looks at the effects of Clomid and Nolvadex on the GnRH stimulated release of LH from cultured rat pituitary cells. In this paper, it was noted that incubating cells with Clomid had a direct estrogenic effect on cultured pituitary cell sensitivity, exerting a weaker but still significant effect compared to estradiol. Nolvadex on the other hand did not have any significant effect on LH response. Furthermore it mildly blocked the effects of estrogen when both were incubated in the same culture.

Conclusion

To summarize the above research succinctly, Nolvadex is the more purely anti-estrogenic of the two drugs, at least where the HPTA (Hypothalamic-Pituitary-Testicular Axis) is concerned. This fact enables Nolvadex to offer the male bodybuilder certain advantages over Clomid. This is especially true at times when we are looking to restore a balanced HPTA, and would not want to desensitize the pituitary to GnRH. This could perhaps slow recovery to some extent, as the pituitary would require higher amounts of hypothalamic GnRH in the presence of Clomid in order to get the same level of LH stimulation.

Nolvadex also seems preferred from long-term use, for those who find anti-estrogens effective enough at raising testosterone levels to warrant using as anabolics. Here Nolvadex would seem to provide a better and more stable increase in testosterone levels, and likely will offer a similar or greater effect than Clomid for considerably less money. The potential rise in SHBG levels with Clomid, supported by other research (3), is also cause for concern, as this might work to allow for comparably less free active testosterone compared to Nolvadex as well. Ultimately both drugs are effective anti-estrogens for the prevention of gyno and elevation of endogenous testosterone, however the above research provides enough evidence for me to choose Nolvadex every time.

I found this article via a post by kazman from www.propeciahelp.com and the article makes a case for clomid. Please read if you’re considering pct, but this article does not go into great detail about what happens 4 months after clomid cessation. Do ppl regress and bottom out or their testosterone levels are better compared to before they started.

Full Article:
http://www.nature.com/ijir/journal/v15/n3/pdf/3900981a.pdf

Clomiphene increases free testosterone levels in men with both secondary hypogonadism and erectile dysfunction: who does and does not benefit?

Secondary hypogonadism is more common than primary gonadal failure and is seen in chronic and acute illnesses. Although testosterone has a role in erections, its importance in erectile dysfunction (ED) has been controversial. Hypogonadism produced by functional suppression of pituitary gonadotropins has been shown to correct with clomiphene citrate, but with a modest effect on sexual function. We wondered if longer treatment would produce improved results. A total of 178 men with secondary hypogonadism and ED received clomiphene citrate for 4 months. Sexual function improved in 75%, with no change in 25%, while significant increases in luteinizing hormone (Po0.001) and free testosterone (Po0.001) occurred in all patients. Multivariable analysis showed that responses decreased significantly with aging (Po0.05). Decreased responses also occurred in men with diabetes, hypertension, coronary artery disease, and multiple medication use. Since these conditions are more prevalent with aging, chronic disease may be a more important determinant of sexual dysfunction. Men with anxiety-related disorders responded better to normalization of testosterone. Assessment of androgen status should be accomplished in all men with ED. For those with lower than normal age-matched levels of testosterone treatment directed at normalizing testosterone with clomiphene citrate is a viable alternative to giving androgen supplements.

Friday February 13, 2009

Today is my 47th day on pct and my erections were good today. It takes very little to get me erected and all I need is some visual stimulation. My balls were really firm this morning and it was the reason why my ejaculate was good. My libido is increasing for example, someone mentioned a girl’s name (I have a soft spot for this girl) today and BAM, there was an erection(65%). I think this was the first case of a Name causing me to get aroused. Last night I took 10mg of nolvadex which is half of my typical dose, but reducing my medication didn’t have an immediate affect on my nolvadex sides. I was hoping that my orgasms would be better and there are no fireworks when I climax. I’ve been feeling confident lately and happy about myself, however, I’m waiting to get triple-E (excited, enthusiastic, and elated) about stuff. Reducing the nolvadex has reduced the eyelid swelling greatly, btw some residual swelling remains.

As for my sleep, I woke up once during the night and again when it was 6 am b/c sunlight hit my eyes. I use to sleep in a pitch black room (that word reminds of the movie Pitch Black where Riddick had to defend a menstrual little girl from flying monsters in da dark) and sleeping in a dark room made my sleep quality worse. I wouldn’t wake up nor sleep at the right time because i wasn’t getting the morning sunlight (Sunlight is great for resetting the circadian rhythm) in my room. Sleep has made this PCT program work and I see unequivocally how sleep impacts my erections, so it is ultra critical that everyone incorporates quality sleep as part of their PCT.

You guys may have seen the articles that I found above in my journal and you should read them. Also, I talked to my doc and he says I can get lab work done at the end of the month. I will be taking 10 mg of nolva today and see where tomorrow takes me. oneday

Saturday, February 14, 2009

This is my 48th day on pct and my balls are softer than yesterday bc I had to wake up at 6am to do something, so I didn’t really get 8 hours of sleep. The article I found yesterday mention that clomid were more effective at raising testosterone and improved ED issues in hypogonadal ppl with anxiety. I read this somewhere else too and ppl with anxiety will benefit the most from PCT. I had major anxiety after I stopped propecia, so I hope that I fall into that scenario. I’m not taking clomid and feel that nolvadex will accomplish the same goals. I don’t really have that much to address today, so take care. oneday

Sunday February 15, 2009
49th day on PCT, nothing changed from yesterday and my balls are soft today. Going to take 10 mg of nolvadex tonight. Good night.

Monday February 16, 2009
50 th day on PCT, I woke up this morning with a stronger erection in a while at 70% and hopefully the estrogen side effects are dissipating. I noticed that erections are easier to get since last week and my erections are not floppy like it was before I started PCT. Today was the first time I’ve pleasured myself since Friday and my ejaculate was voluminous as well as viscous. My balls were firm and bigger than the last couple of days. I noticed a correlation between ball firmness/size and erectile hardness. It seems that when my balls are firm, then I either get great erections or my ejaculate is like it was prior to propecia.

My orgasms are better than it was compared to the last couple of weeks. Taking 10mg of nolvadex has made my orgasm slightly more pleasurable. I’ve been on the 10mg for less than a week and hope that my testosterone levels aren’t changing much.

Here is a critical observation: In November, when I drank caffeinated coffee and it drained my adrenals causing restless sleep. Now, I drink coffee or caffeinated soft drinks and I’m able to sleep without any issues. I don’t want to push it by drinking more than one caffeinated drink, but I’m surprised at the quality of sleep that I’ve been getting since being on PCT. I’m truly puzzled that stopping propecia fucks ppl’s sleep quality and now, my testosterone levels are a lot higher than what it was 1 month ago, that it has restored my sleep. In July 08, I noticed that my erections were rock hard, tiny hairs on my chest became more prominent, beard grew thicker (signs of increased testosterone) when I was taking toco-8, sustain alpha, zmk, endo amp, and so on, but my sleep never made huge improvements like it has under PCT. The only hypothesis I have is that the increase estrogen (nolvadex increases estrogen) and testosterone is correcting something in the adrenal and thyroid system. I saw very little improvements in sleep quality when only testosterone levels were high with the help of sustain alpha and zmk (natural estrogen inhibitor) by limiting the estrogen in your body. For me, increased estrogen and testosterone are key components to why I think my sleep has gotten so much better.

It won’t be too much longer before I take the last pill for PCT. I figure that I have roughly 3 weeks left and I’m happy with the progress so far. I’ve noticed that there are a lot of you going through extraordinary lengths to find a cure for yourself, such as flying to other states to see a well known Endo, or a urologist, getting exotic herbs from different places, or seeking out doctors to get prescriptions for GHB(I personally did this), but this PCT program has been the easiest to implement. I hate going to doctors b/c I always have to prove to them that I have propecia side effects and if they do believe you they can’t do much for the fear of getting sued. I didn’t need a doctors help for this PCT program because I did a lot of research online and purchased my supplies from the internet. I’ve spent a lot of money already flying around to get the prescription of Xyrem (GHB) and I wished I stumbled onto this PCT protocol earlier to avoid 2 years of having awful sleep along with poor erections. Anyhow, give it another month and I’ll tell you guys whether this program was worth trying.

Cost of PCT program is under $200.

Talk to you guys later. oneday

Anyone have a suggestion for the best place to order medications online? Oneday? Anyone?? I want to order a few different things. Viagra being one of them.
Looking for a good reliable pharmacy, no prescription needed, with good prices!

Thanks

hey boston,

I’ve had good experiences with the suppliers below, but elitefitnesspharma’s website is down and they recommended some resellers on the website. with elite, they only excepted western union as payment and I’ve had 2 successful shipments so far.

nolvadex and hcg

Elite Fitness Pharmaceuticals
http://elitefitnesspharma.co.uk

10 ML Presealed Vial (Clear)
Alcohol Prep Pads. 200 per box.
Bacteriostatic Water
Insulin Syringe with Needle

GPZ Services
http://www.gpzservices.com

did u talk to your doctor about this and see if he’ll write you a script?

Any PCT updates Oneday?

Thanks, hope you’re good.

Nah, I’m looking for other stuff, etc… e.g. what I want, when I want.

I want once a day Viag’s, so but since I want to take veryday, would like an afforadable generic supplier!! Otherwise, may get expensive!

Would also like to get a few other things such as modafinil (Provigil), and idk, maybe some Strattera! (Have always wanted to try once). Maybe even Clomid, again, if and when I want would/could be nice! Late

Monday, February 23, 2009

This is my 57th day on PCT protocol, my nocturnal and morning erections are the same like it has been for the past few weeks. My balls seems full and gets firm most days in the morning. I started to get spontaneous erections which started this week. It only happened 3 times this week and the erection firmness was 55-60%. I remember in November 2008 (3 months ago), I was not getting any nocturnal nor morning erections then as I got better sleep, there would be 2 soft erections per week and gradually over 2 months I ended up getting one everyday; so hopefully, the same thing applies to my midday spontaneous erections.

My emotions are good and ppl noticed a difference in my personality. One person mentioned that I started to flirt more with the ladies at work and that maybe true. I feel more confident in myself and don’t feel as introverted as I have been, ever since I experienced propecia side effects.

I don’t know if you guys experienced this but when I stopped taking propecia, my inner hairs in the ear started to fall out. It was a daily nuisance and kept me up some nights b/c of inner ear itch. If I didn’t cotton swab my inner canal for lose hairs, then it would keep bugging me during the day and night. The issue started to improve as I got better sleep 3 months ago, but under PCT, I don’t have inner ear itch due to hairs falling out. There were times that the itch was so deep in my ear canal, that i could not physically reach it with a q-tip. Thank god I don’t have those issues anymore because it was annoying as shit.

The reason why I didn’t post anything lately was because I was a little disappointed with the PCT program. Usually on this protocol, I would notice changes every 3-5 days and I didn’t have any pronounced improvements, other than the 3 spontaneous erections. I rarely got any spontaneous erections in the past, maybe 1 spontaneous erection in November before pct.

The swelling around my eyes have gone down to 5% and when I reduce my nolvadex from 10 mg to 5 mg tonight, that all swelling will disappear. I will be taking 5mg for 1 week and I really really really hope that I get 4-5 spontaneous erections, or maybe some ungodly libido.

Please continue to wish me luck. oneday

Oneday, everyone is cheering you on, thanks for sharing the details.

What hcg level did you try? Have you had any bloodwork to see how your levels are doing? total T is not that expensive, and estrodial-ultrasensitive would be very useful.

My understanding of hcg is that levels of 120 to 500 iu’s, 3 days a week are relatively sustainable if your HPTA won’t restart or restart completely. Endos use doeses of 1000 to 2000 ius over short periods (few weeks, one month max) in order to help fertilization for hypogonadal men that want to get their wives/partners pregnant. Too much hcg can burn out Ledyig cells from overstimulation.

At some level of hcg, estrodial levels will start to jump. This level is different for every single hypogonadal patient, I have seen secondary guys have to go as low as 120 iu’s 3 days a week (Crisler or shippen patients mostly, see healthboards.com).

Have you considered taking zinc to depress estrogen levels? Optizinc is one of the more absorbable forms, I had tried as much as 60 mg/2 mg copper to try to trick my HPTA into making more T during Q4 of last year, with limited success.

I am two weeks on clomiphene citrate now, 25 mg EOD. some testicular volume increase noted, much firmer than last year (topical T then off)… The tablets I took earlier seemed to work better than these capsules I got from a Medicene Shoppe place more recently.

Consider checking 25(OH) vitamin D levels, there are places that will do the test as cheap as $10 (they mail you a kit, you mail it back). If you do not live south of the Mason/Dixon line you may likely be D3 deficient in winter. I have been taking 2000 iu’s a day with some night sweat type reactions that I attribute to the D3. Still trying to increase my dose.

Hang in there, if this Nolvadex does not do the trick you can always try clomid. kazman

Hey Kazman,

I tried between 250 - 625 iu of hcg but on average, my daily dose was 300 iu of hcg every other day for two weeks. I saw your post on in the following link and think that you could use a little hcg because I thought that your testosterone levels are a little low. It could be that your balls aren’t running at full speed and maybe hcg will help you reach higher testosterone levels. Low dose hcg has helped restore my balls because 2 weeks after my first dose of hcg, I got my testosterone levels checked and my testosterone levels went from 572.83 to 855.17 (241-827). Once I stopped I noticed that my balls took about 1.5 weeks to become firm again, so don’t over do it with hcg or you’ll be sorry.

kazman’s post
http://www.propeciahelp.com/forum/viewtopic.php?p=11978#11978

I use to take ZMK (concoction of zinc, copper, magnesium, and other stuff) for couple of days and it seems to have helped with the estrogen issues, but I only did that for a couple of days. I did not continue with it because strangely I felt that the estrogen/testosterone was correcting my sleep issues. Now that I’m on 5mg of nolvadex, my emotions and some spontaneous midday erections of the floppy kind are coming back. My orgasm is better with the decreased nolvadex and it is getting better.

I have a supply of clomid that i bought for PCT but never incorporated into my program b/c of side effects that I read about. In hind sight, I don’t think I really need it b/c my lab work showed that HCG/nolvadex nearly doubled my testosterone levels, so I think that my current pct combo is effective. With whatever you try, you have to give your body TIME to adjust and absorb the drug into the cells to effectively change your body chemistry. For example, I was having sleep issues (8 or more awakenings) for 2 yrs after propecia and it started to get better prior to PCT, then once on pct it took about 1 month for me to have 0-3 awakenings per night. My point is that it took time for my sleep to get corrected while I was on PCT and it did not happen overnight. My pct program will be over in a couple of weeks and it will take time for the estrogen levels to decrease after my last dose of nolvadex. Maybe that is when I will see the major impact of PCT that I have not observed yet.

It is like that commercial for the reading program, “Hook on phonics works for me!” well, “Hook on PCT is working for me!” The operative is working and we’ll see if I’m cured in upcoming month.

thanks for the response. oneday.

Friday, February 27, 2009

This is the 61st day on pct and no earth shattering improvements. Briefly, I’m emotionally stable and happy, so maybe it is a reason why I haven’t been conjuring with you guys in the forum. When I was on PCT (higher doses of nolvadex), I was feeling depressed and fully invested myself in the forum to pick up my spirits. Well I’m feeling confident and laughing more these days since I’ve started 5mg last Monday.

I feel that my erection quality range has improved and it went from 65-85% to 70-90% when I’m excited. I’m gotten 2 spontaneous erections of the floppy kind this week. My morning erections are lasting longer and it is stronger than the prior week. So far, so good! It is strange that I always focus on the improvements, but I’m going to look at the reverse picture and I noticed that I’m not regressing while I decrease the nolvadex dosage, so i’m maintaining the progress I’ve made. Also, another bad sign, I’m noticing more head itch and it could mean that I’ll be losing more hair. :frowning: Also, I got two pimples on my right cheek and could be another sign that hormones are changing.

I’ll be reducing nolvadex to 2.5mg on 3/02/09 and my last dose will be on 3/09/09. Wahoo! Btw, cutting the nolvadex pill into 8’s to get 2.5 mg of nolvadex is going to be tough.

later, ppl. oneday.

Saturday February 28, 2009

This is my 62nd day on pct protocol and there are roughly 10 days left. This part of the program is pretty easy, no needles to deal with, just have to take my nolvadex pill. I had decent sleep last night and got about 6 hours of sleep. In my deep sleep, I had a very sexually arousing dream and it was a scantily cald girl that was sucking some guys dick. As I was watching this take place, I felt my pecker pulsate and throb with excitement. Unfortunately, I woke up before anything happened and didn’t climax. This is the 2nd time this has happened where I was close to having a wet dream (man, I miss those days), but woke up. The first time it happened was 3 weeks ago because I was forgetting to take my nolvadex. Since I’ve been steadily reducing my dosage of nolvadex I’ve noticed these gradual changes… Ha, what am i talking about… this whole pct recovery has been gradual.

Today, I had a spontaneous erection at 11am (55% quality) then another one at 2pm (65% quality), so that was 2 in one day. I have not gotten spontaneous erections after stopping propecia, but pct has partially restored this sexual function. I definitely consider spontaneous erections as a measurement of recovery and this is a good sign. Maybe the estrogen is clearing from my system giving other androgens a chance to interact with the androgen receptors. I’ll continue to observe and post any findings.

your brotha from another motha, oneday

Saturday March 7, 2009

This is my 68th day on pct and it is about time that I update you guys on my status. My nocturnal and morning erections have been poor lately due to poor sleep. I been staying up anywhere between 1-3am in the morning compared to my normal sleep schedule of 11pm-12am, however, I still get mild morning erections of 50%. I’m gonna try and get into a better sleep cycle this week because erectile hardness should’ve increased as I decreased my nolvadex dosage.

My spontaneous daytime erections have increase from 3 per week to 6 times per week, but it is still the floppy kind. Things are continuing to improve and it will just take time for my body to adjust to the hormonal changes. I will be on my last dose this Monday and will get blood work done on Thursday. I hope the results are favorable because I felt like shit while on large doses of nolvadex.

I been having increased muscle strength at the gym and I’m able to add an additional 1-2 reps per week on the heaviest weight I can do. Normally, it would take 2-3 weeks for me to acquire the strength to do 1-2 more reps. Each week that goes by, my pecks, bi’s, lats, tri’s, and abs are filling out and getting more defined. No matter how much I would workout pre-PCT, it was so hard to make any progress and I feel like I’m 23 again.

I feel that my hair is getting thinner, even tho I’m not losing 10-15 follicles like I use to when I washed my hair in the morning. One month ago, only under direct sunlight were you able to see the skin of my scalp, now, it is under regular ambient light where you are able to see some of my scalp. I’m scared guys, but really, if you’re going to lose your hair and it is a matter of time. I won’t take propecia anymore because I learned a life traumatizing lesson and I’ll probably consider a hair piece where they stick your existing hair threw a hair grid of fake hair. Shit, I can’t believe it has gotten to this point and all hair alternatives are on the table, except propecia. This is LIFE, I’m just gonna have to pony up and deal with it.

Oh yea, my balls were pretty hard today and it fluctuates from day to day. Some days it is big and soft, some days it is big and hard, then there’s other times where it is small and slightly firm, but it has never gone back to pre-PCT size.

My emotions are much better and I noticed that aggressive tendencies invade my mind sometimes. If someone pisses me off at the gym, I feel like I want to bash their faces into the concrete and jump on their broken spine. (haha) Or, the assholes on the road that don’t know how to drive in the high speed lane. I’m sorry that there are douche bags out there that don’t understand that the far left lane is called a PASSING LANE, which means if you are going 15 miles over the speed limit doesn’t give you the right to stay in that lane, because if there is someone behind you that wants to go faster, then pull the fuck over and let them pass. People who drive like this are oblivious and sometimes they think that they are being challenged on the road, so then they become enforcers and try to step on the brake in the high speed lane to slow you down. They fail to realize that this vigilante behavior doesn’t do anyone good because all the ppl that want to pass them will use the slower lanes as bypass lanes, thus screwing the integrity of road. Sorry for going on this tangent but it is something that bothers me.

Ok, time to sleep now and I’ll chat with you peeps later. oneday.

oneday, how did you come about with administering the needle shots for the HcG? Did someone show you how to do that? Was it difficult?

Are you sure you want to do your bloodtests JUST 3 days after quiting?

Wouldn’t you want to wait two weeks or something?

Idk, maybe you do want to do them right away. Then again in about a month, huh.

Good luck bro.

You know what I noticed… WHICH WOULD BE A VERY GOOD POLL FOR THIS SITE…
How many people on this forum (now seriously) are either married, or in a full-time, intimate, and sexual relationship?

Because I have noticed that when I am having regular good sex, my hog is larger and more relaxed, and I seem to wake up with morning erections the next day, almost every morning after I have sex.
Unfort, regular sex doesn’t happen to often for me bcos of a variety of reasons right now.
But that would be a very interesting question to ask EVERYBODY on this site (Mew).

A very interesting question.

-Is anybody married and having regular sex on here?
&
-Does anyone live with their girlfriend and have regular good sexual activity?

Now don’t run away from these simple questions guys… It is a very simple question, which could provide some very interesting insight!
(Although I came down with the initial shock of this post-fin thing while I in a regular sexual relationship with a full-time girlfriend, I wonder if a lack of regular sex is preventing a timely recovery!)
Because if I can also rememeber correctly, a lot of the married guys on here, that were on here, have mostly recovered, or recovered much more quickly.
Sory to throw this down on your thread ‘oneday’, but I knew people would see it here.

Peace all