J89 and cdnuts, let’s keep this thread about me. Not because I’m egotistical, but because we don’t want to go off on tangents.
My mental status at the moment is not great. I guess I’m just nervous. This whole thing has been too much for young man such as myself to take.
I have to do myself and yourselves a favour. I’m not logging into this website until I have taken 3 doses of Drostanolone.
See you next week chaps.
JN
No probs JN…starting a new thread on THE LIVER…
Good luck and im sure we will hear from you soon.
Bear in mind that the one and only valuable lesson i have learnt is that drugs can be very bad. A drug got me into this problem in the first place. Using a potent androgen to cure the problem may not be entirely wise long term. JN requested this thread to be about him and i apologise for going a little off track. Its just he is throwing his hopes and dreams into this cure, and its going to hurt if its not as good as good as expected.
Lately, i have reason for hope. Im dreaming more, im growing a small amount of facial hair under my nose. A few days ago i felt a burning in my scalp and just this morning i woke up with a decent boner. What have i been doing? Eating better, sleeping more, getting exercise. It seems to me that ive seen more successful recovery stories from the above than from the drugs. Maybe i will level off and not improve any more… The honest truth is that how i am now i think i can survive. Will i have a girlfriend? Probablly not. Will i have some anxiety and depression? Probally yes. Still, im alive and there are plenty of beautiful things in life left for me to see. If someone who took Fin for 10 years can feel like this, there is hope for us all.
Things will be alright JN. Im really keen to hear how you go on this drug mate! Good luck 
I’ll PM you as to not hijack this thread any further.
I noticed that JN and Awor you mentioned in an earlier post about androgen receptor downregulation. If you consider androgen receptor insensitivity to be part of the problem have either of you looked into selective androgen receptor modulators (SARMS) which are specifically designed to stimulate androgen receptors? Ostarine is one that is currently undergoing human trials.
I’m not saying that people should or shouldn’t be using it i just wanted to put it out there for discussion and see what other people thought.
mariobros, ive started a new thread in the Theories section called Receptor downregulation…see you there! 
JN somewhere back in this thread you said you would rather treat this with Injections because you dont want to spend the rest of your life rubbing T- Gel on you balls.
Fair enough.
But does this actually work in increasing 3 Adiol G?
Is this something those who dont have access to shots could try in the meantime before acquiring shots if necessary?
Also putting T-Gel on the balls makes it sting. Is there any evidence that this burning sensation actually does harm to your balls or is it just the discomfort?
Hi JN
did you ever try one hcg and arimidex? if yes what were results. I want to try hrt or hcg. HRT have done already with bad sides, now want to try HCG but needs some expert advice first?
Was it last weekend (9 Jan) that JN was getting the Masteron?
Im surprised we havnt heard from him. I hope its all going ok…
JN
All the best to you and may you succeed in your journey.
I am a long time non propecia ED sufferer (8 years, from 18 till 26 currently).
I am under a new doctor’s care who has studied under Thierry Hertoghe and am getting androstanediol glucuronide tested.
26th of February i will have my result(s).
I have tried everything under the sun, maca, test boosters like trib or tongkat, vitamins minerals herbs you name it even ballzinger/ring of power and other crap which i can’t even comprehend.
Currently just started T Gel with Armour thyroid and medrol for cortisol issues. Still having ED now, i guess (no i know) that my estradiol e2 is too high.
I am curious as to what my DHT results are and especially Adiol.
I went in for a prostate check and an ultrasound and that’s normal.
This battle will be over hopefully this year and i will try to keep you updated on my progress.
If things still don’t work i will be doomed to a lifetime of yohimbine, viagra, cialis or horny goat weed or some other pde-5 inhibitor but i’m not accepting this as the final solution!
All the best.
Cumkwakka.
JN: NO HIJACKING INTENDED TRYING TO HELP HERE
Hi what is the cause of your ED? if not propecia?
And…do you have any libido?
not really sure
at 12 i had a torsio testis (right one) and i got measured t at 18 years old 792 ng/dl, so no problem there, i still had ED… perhaps chronic stress or high e2, low cortisol at that time
i don’t know my DHT value at that time
i do have libido in the sense that i need to watch porn… if this is a learned thing i don’t know but definitely i think things when i see women
however it’s not that primal gut feeling wrenching libido which some guys seem to have, like i had when i was younger of age and could get a boner from seeing a girl in underwear or a hot girl on the street
i think that i have libido and probably have “some” but not near the extent of when i was a teenager
my testosterone plummeted to the 300+ levels when i got measured years later after i also had a case of EBV
miraculously i had a surge in erectile function just after starting hydrocortisone/dhea and vitamin d, but have not been able to reproduce that state ever again
hopefully my blood test will help me and perhaps some of you guys here
i too had the same ups and downs as JN has, thinking yes this is the cure and then falling down again
these hormone levels are a bitch to control, so hopefully my new doc will make it all work again
Maybe you aren’t meant to be as horny as a teenager? I don’t remember myself getting a boner from just watching a girl. Sure, if I watch and concentrate, then it works.
exactly
i am 26 so it won’t happen probably anymore, but hey
a good hard erection at will would be nice, and some decent libido i would settle for this
even little to no libido and a good hardon would be great
along with some mental and physical energy
No mental or physical energy either? Have you been tested for lyme disease? It can also decimate libido and wreek havoc with your system.
not tested
energy is reasonable could be lot better, hydrocortisone helped a lot
Has anyone heard from JN??
I thought he got the Masteron last weekend?