Man, I really strongly encourage you to step away from the forum and let your emotions wind down for a bit if at all possible. You’ve been off a potent medication for one month and now you’ve already been injecting yourself with hormones at the age of 20 and are talking about now starting to popping pills of a bunch of other hormones. Not to be disrespectful, but I think if you could calm down for a second, look around at the success rate of that around here, and generally acquire a bit of perspective, you might want to second guess your approach right now.
This is a problem with this forum and internet witch doctoring in general. You probably (from sheer.y statistical standpoint) don’t even have PFS in the first place. You’re probably just in withdrawal. Furthermore, the odds of taking all this shit that people take on here making you better are extremely slim. There are almost no success stories and far more horror stories.
What you are doing is basically the same dumb thing that all the rest of us have done and learned to stop. We all want to think we’ll just google a bunch of crap because we are smarter than doctors, pop some pills, take some testosterone, and be back to our alpha male selves.
It doesn’t work that way. That’s been the perpetual formula for failure ever since this place started over ten years ago.
I strongly urge you to put down the bodybuilding drugs, read a book that you love or something, tell a few trusted friends about what you are going through, and think long term,
Long term, at age 20, you have over 20 years to get this sorted out, and it won’t take nearly that long. Even if you are on the sidelines for 10 of that. Well, when you are 30 you can still come out beast mode and bone more fly bitches than anyone you know. 90% of guys go and marry the first girl that seems to like them and end up divorce raped 10 years later paying alimony and child support for kids the mother has brainwashed to hate them. Just focus on other things right now. Yes I know you aren’t only talking about sexual sides and that it’s easier said than done. But I am telling you that if you can take a deep breadth, think about something else, and get a grip on your emotions for a minute, you will see that there are ways you can turn this thing in your favor long term and more prevent a huge number of headaches short term.