WOW! OH WOW!!! Cannot emphasize those wows enough!
Since my last post, I had to go away for the weekend to a friend’s farm. As I was in on a holiday I decided to disconnect a little from the internet just to relax. That’s why I’m telling you this just now: I FEEL ALIVE AGAIN!!!
CDNUTS you are an ANGEL, man! I finally feel like a man again after almost FOUR YEARS of being physically and emotionally numb!
As I told you, I partially started your protocol about three weeks ago (HIIT 3 times [4-1 6x in 30 min] a week instead of running 10km/day as I used to, Carb Backloading on the workout days Mon-fri). As I told you, I bought the T booster supplements from the US based website and they still haven’t arrived here, that’s why I havent included them to the regimen yet. BUT the new way of exercising + diet have made me FINALLY have a FULL erection last morning WITHOUT having to take a viagra Pill, and man it felt EXACTLY how it would feel before I ingested the poison called finasteride!!! That was an impossible task for me and my penis for the last 3 years and I literally watched my erection for minutes feeling like the greatest man on earth.
I don’t know! I figure the partial routine enhanced the balance of my endogenous levels of T and E. I haven’t worked out since last Thursday, so I guess the T levels dropped today and I feel a little numb again but MAN! I have the intuition that I’ll feel good to go tomorrow again after I work out today. In the farm I coulnt backload either and ate whatever was avaiable, so I guess my body was finally strting to benefit from the last 3 weeks of diet and exercising and I kind of crahsed it again after not eating properly during the weekend.
I cannot wait to be able to fast and introduce the T boosters! They will do the rest of the work in me! I am filled with new hope and trully feel I’ll be cured too!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!
On your comments and answers on my last post:
[i]“How is your weight? Are you holding abdominal fat deposits? If so, I’d suggest dropping some weight or fasting first before cycling for the sake of aromitization. You don’t want all that T turning into E. Also, this is where the HIIT comes into place as well. Are you sprinting?”
“Always a good idea to have an estrogen blocker on hand just in case. You see, what some people don’t like about my methods is that I do most of it by “feel” so it’s difficult to translate between individuals. I’m pretty sure you can get Chrysin from physicians formulas and DIM is from Bioresponse. They are both very good. If you are unsure of the way to use these, just use it one day out of the week to be on the safe side.”[/i]
I have always been an athlete, and even during the dark times after fin I never stopped exercising (working out, cycling and running). Today, as before, my body fat percentage stays around 10% so I guess E convertion from T isn’t such a big problem in me. But I’ll buy DIM and Chrysin too, just for the sake of it, and use them if I feel I’m too testosterone-y while cicling the T boosters in order to avoid conversion. i’ll do it just like you, take them a couple times a week.
“If you’ve read the book, then you’ll know what I mean when I say I’m doing the density bulking phase, somewhat modified, of course. I do large backloads on workout days and very small ones (100g maybe) on non workout days.”
I chose to follow the “strenght accumulation” backloading protocol, because it fits me better, somewhat modified as well (since I was eating freely during the weekends). Now you told me you’ve done it during the non workout days, I’ll try to do the same and see what happens.
I wish you well on this venture. I imagine you’ll find fasting to be a very humbling and profound experience. I’m glad that someone going into the medical field is going to have this first hand knowledge. Maybe you’ll be able to make a difference in the current failed system.
I’ve already been trying to make a difference with the medical people I’m surrounded by. I kind of made my problem public (without telling them this was happening to me, but to a cousin instead) during my dermatology and urology classes last year, classes in which professors still praise finasteride. I turned their lives into hell by stopping their lectures and telling my university collegues the story “of my cousin” . I wasnt’ashamed to think they might be thinking it’s happening to me but relieved to know I’d avoid the future doctors in my class to make the same mistakes and prescribe that shit. It felt good, and soon I got people reading about the post finasteride syndrome. If someday I can help others with the knowledge you’ve been sharing with us, the one taking all the credit will be you, be sure!
