sorry, wasn’t trying to lash out. having a particularly tough time right now. It does help, but it’s a constant upkeep just to keep things mediocre at best. even when I was taking cialis daily, working out, eating healthy, constantly trying to keep blood in my dick, it only takes a few days of neglect to watch it continue to atrophy like a limb that is no receiving signals to keep it alive
I am absolutely heartbroken. If nothing else, I need to know why I have these cyclical symptoms, some days, I wake up with my dick looking relatively normal and hard, other days I wake up in sweating with anxiety, and my dick is completely numb and dead. It seems absolutely arbitrary and cruel.