May 31st 2019
My current supplementation.
Considering 2-3 weeks ago I had a streak of 5 weeks with sleep rated 8-9/10 and considering during that period it seemed taking or not the supplement had no bad effects, I decided to completely change my supplementation (and as usual see what happens.)
2-3 weeks ago, I had a motorbike accident, had road rashes and decided to take 10 gr of collagen peptides a day along with strong antibiotics to speed up the healing (which it did). Sleeps degraded to the point it started to affect my days and I was becoming all zombie like during the day (a situation Iāve experienced in the past and does not wish to repeat.). I believe what I have is excessive Glutamate (or Glycine or other stress composites in the brain) that keeps me awake at night.
It always points out to the lack of GABA, its inability to counteract stress hormones and neurotransmitters.
So Iām going to change my supplementation in order to lower Glutamate and increase GABA.
Thatās what I did yesterday and I was happy all day long ! I listened to music instead of watching depressing youtube videos. I donāt know if itās placebo or what, but I got back my joy of living, if only for a day.
So here it is:
Morning on empty stomach:
Arginine 500mg and Ornithine 500 mg
Horny Goat Weed
Vit B3 and B6, Biotin
During Lunch: Betaine HCL 500 mg in sparkling mineral water (I cut the Choline for itās excitatory effect)
After Lunch:
Zinc 20mg
Boron 3 mcg
Iodine 500 mcg
Lithium Carbonate 150 mcg
D3 1000 Iu
Vit C 250 mg
Multivitamin
Horny Goat Weed
At Dinner:
Same Magnesium mix as before with sparkling water.
Before sleep, I increased the evil benzo by 1/8th, and the antihistamine by 1/4 (Iāll make it as temporary as I can). Sleep is steadily improving so I should be able the first cut the benzo to what it was before and then the antihistamine.
This all happens when I was planning to tapper off the benzo during the next 8 months (that how long my doctor told me it was going to takeā¦)
And just to tempt the devil, I had carbs this morning. I want to eat carbs once in a while, like 50gr in a day, just to get my body more versatile in its energy usage. I have a theory the occasional carbs could help recovery. In the recovery section, there are stories of people recovering from stopping supplementation and eating carbs again. So as this is nothing as harsh as hormone replacement therapy, itās pretty safe to try. Letās see what happens (every time I say that, basically nothing bad happens)
Hey ho ! Thatās how it Goes.
Keep you posted.
Update. I just got some over the counter Lithium, at 5 cents a pill, itās a deal. Apparently, if I take it Iāll just sit on a chair apathetically, stare at a wall and drool while I get fat. Oh boy I canāt wait to start it !
But more seriously, what Lithium does is it increases both Serotonin and GABA while decreasing both Dopamine and Glutamate. I donāt intent to take it for more than a month or two. I will start with an insignificant dose, increase it to 25-50% the normal dosage keep it there a week or two and then tapper off for 4 weeks. Iāll take it in combination with Boron 300 mcg, Magnesium 450 mg and Iodine.
It goes without saying itās dangerous to take with 5-HTP and I may need to take Dopamine again if I feel demotivated. For a start, I stopped all amino acids (except Arginine and Ornithine which may help lower Glutamate) and Iām only taking some vitamins and specifics minerals.
At least I found some leverage on the GABA and pituitary gland regulation.