(17) I took a single pill of finasteride 4 months ago and I'm going through hell

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Dear papajohns,

Welcome to our forum! I am sorry that you have to go through this. As you can see when browsing the forum, we have many, many people here who can relate to your suffering and who have similar symptoms after taking Finasteride, Accutane or antidepressants. You are not alone!

Nothing in your post is pretentious or annoying. Far from it! Many of us used to have or still have the same thoughts, the same regret, the same anger about making such a mistake. The truth is, it is not our fault. While one can always do more research, our condition is not even generally accepted in the medical or scientific community. And we shouldn’t have to do extensive research in the first place when being prescribed with a drug against a comparatively trivial cosmetic problems like male pattern baldness. The blame is with the authorities that have and are still letting us down.

Fortunately, on this forum we also have a dedicated team that is working to create more awareness of this condition and to initiate more research into the underlying cause that will, hopefully, one day lead to potential treatment options. For this we need everyone’s help here.

Please consider participating in our community projects, which are presented here: Important Announcement: Two Community-Led Research Projects - Please Participate

The Survey takes around one hour of your time and can be saved on every step if you want to go through it in multiple sittings. The results will be very helpful to present systematic data with regard to the numerous symptoms that people in our community suffer from. Please also see here for more help: Have you signed up to take the post drug syndrome survey? This topic is for you

The 23andme project will cost about a 100 bucks, depending on location, and will provide genome data that may help us to find genetic similarities between patients that may predispose us for this condition. Needless to say, this would be very helpful.

Please also consider to report your adverse effects to the authorities to make them aware of the risks these drugs pose to the public. Country links can be found here: https://www.who.int/medicines/areas/quality_safety/regulation_legislation/list_mra_websites_nov2012.pdf

If you want to help raise awareness on social media, please volunteer in this thread: Are you interested in sharing your story for our Youtube project?

Welcome, thank you and good luck!

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Was a lurker: Off Propecia for 3 years
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#4

Maybe, but I have many other reasons. I just regret taking fin so much. After looking at that thread with facial changes, I feel like my skin is just aging rapidly. Everyday I keep thinking how I’d feel if I’d never taken it.

I don’t know how to handle this. Mental and sexual issues are one thing. You can keep them to yourself and learn to cope with them and somehow blend into society. Appearance problems like lipoatrophy and rapid hair loss are fucking terrifying, easily the scariest thing I’ve felt in the past 4 months. My skin doesn’t feel bound to my face anymore. I feel as if I can pull it until it tears or forms wrinkles. Its texture is completely fucked and when pressing down on my cheeks, I feel nothing underneath. I imagine looking like Matthew Johnson in less than a year’s time and I’m so scared. I’m now also suspecting gyno, but even that’s preventable and reversible.

I keep thinking that I want to go back in time, afterwards I realize how fucked up I am and want to kill myself. How can this happen or why did I allow it to? I’ve never felt this desperate about any of the other symptoms. I felt as if they’d recover somewhat with time and that I could cope with them. This seems entirely different and the only genuine solution I can think of is suicide.

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#5

Hey man, don’t think about suicide dude, as rough as it is right now, it’ll get better. My skin has taken a huge hit, and my hands look worse than my uncle who is 60… Although my face skin texture is still normal (thank god, please don’t let them take this away from me), my skin is extremely weird, especially when i wash it, feels so fucking different, and stretchy and loose. Worst case scenario, you can get a cosmetic, work on your mental sides, if you’re good mentally, you can easily get out of this.

#6

Do I just order the regular 23andme test?

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#7

@papajohns I can emphasize with the skin and physical changes man, I’ve had many changes to my body since taking the drug 11 months ago. We can’t change the fact that we took the medication. That much is already done. I always think of it in terms of this: if somebody invented a way to travel back in time, we wouldn’t be the only ones fighting to get in front of the line lol. Take a look at my video I posted under “photos of body changes” and let me know if you are facing similar issues with your skin and/or muscles.

Let’s talk if you want.

#8

Yes!

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#9

I find it crazy a kid so young would actually take Propecia

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#10

I find it crazy why these mother fuckers are still selling this rat poison

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#11

Piece of shit doctors that are dumb and don’t know the dangers of it man, this kid should have never been given this shit

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#12

Yeah I took it just twice at 17 and I’m still fucked up from it over a year later. Whoever still claims this poison is harmless needs to be physically castrated tbh.

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#13

How you doing in terms of recovery 1 year later?

#14

I got pfs last November but the crash fucked me up pretty badly so I couldn’t really exercise or start any protocol until around February, which is when I started the cd protocol. I live a pretty normal life nowadays, with some depression, emotional blunting and sexual stuff that comes and goes. I also seem to have some sort of depersonalisation, as in I don’t really “feel” like my old self.

So, I’m doing much, much better but not back to normal, at least yet.

#15

Oh shit, are you cycingTY on swolesourc? I’ve been trying to hear people on the “not feeling themselves” part - It’s a pretty scary experience, and i don’t know how it’ll last. My derealisation has become much better, but still not feeling myself aswell.

#16

Luckily my depression has reduced substantially, still get down once in a while when i acknowledge the things that has happened in terms of skin and dick still feeling funky, and obviously the feeling of not completely being myself, but hopefully we’ll get there man.

#17

I’m currently on my second cycle of androhard and my “zest” for life is pretty much back in full force, which is a strange feeling after not having it for almost a year. I look forward to things in my life again, and it feels great.

Yeah the depersonalisation sucks, but I’ve had moments during my recovery journey where I feel like myself again, but it always fades after a couple days. Maybe this is part of the “ups and downs” that cdnuts talks about.

EDIT: Jesus, is swole source really not allowed here anymore? I tried to write the words swole and source together and it wouldn’t let me post it. Guess all the improvements I’ve had are fake and “pseudo science”.

#18

Dude, that’s great. I hear a few people mention not feeling themselves, but if you’ve had days where you’ve felt like yourself, that’s reassuring. Happy that you’re doing much better, and hope to see you back to baseline soon.

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#19

Can’t open the link though.

#20

Yeah the guys on swole source seem to recover in about 1.5 to 2 years. I’ve only been doing cd’s stuff for 7 months and I’m already much better. I’m feeling optimistic that I’ll eventually recover, but not trying to get my hopes up in case I don’t.

Good luck to you as well bro.

#21

Hey man,

Hope your symptoms are resolving.

Any update on reflex-hyper andro? Has your shedding stopped?

Im dealing with the same thing.

#22

What’s is CD staff, bro?