Zadig777 is Dead

Zadig was my PSSD/PFS Brother (we both fucked up by a few pills Trazodone) and I will do the same if I don’t cure. At moment, my hope is dying :confused:

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We already died years ago …

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come on man, we have so much to look forward to.

its hard to see that because there’s no news coming out or anything but when things start working it happens fast.

help us with our community projects please, you will feel accomplished and can genuinely be hopeful about finding a solution

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Don’t do that, man! Just hang in there! Do it for him! Better days will come! Trust me!

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Guys, at least be realistic. No cure gonna land here in the next (minimum) 5 years. Some people suffer to an unbelievable extent, pure
suffering 24/7. I’m not pro suicide, life can be wonderful even when mildly sick, but when you are in great pain , bed bound 24/7, where can you hide or run? I personally didn’t felt any emotions for so long, the head pressure, the dizziness, it’s too much. There’s a line how much can (sometimes teens) can handle .
You need this little hope things gonna get better, but I don’t have any hope anymore. Baylor is practically a joke at this point, and pssd is even more vague then pfs. Winning the lottery is more likely than getting cured.

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Guys I know we are suffering immensely and are not our old selves but we can help alleviate our suffering NOW without waiting for studies. If you are able to observe your mind and your thoughts you will realize that suffering comes from thinking about the situation just a much as the situation. Everyone on here needs to be meditating. This I believe is the only universal thing that can help everyone on here.

The thought, “I am broken and can’t be fixed” will lead you to dark places. Meditation gives you immense control to stay out of those dark places.

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What can you do when you can’t distract yourself anymore? When you can’t even watch a damn movie. Can’t feel anything towards nothing, and sometimes not even the pain of fucked situation? You have no to little control over this situation and the frustration goes overboard.

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I see your point, fellas! And I, sometimes, partake of that feeling of hopelessness, but we have to try to move on… What if I was on a wheelchair? Would I take my life? I try to put It this way, sometimes, and it helps!

Meditating can help but the physical symptoms are beyond what the mind can control, you can try to ignore it all you want but when even holding a phone becomes a bit much then that’s when you know for sure how bad your condition is.

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What do you exactly mean as to the holding a phone thing?

I can’t hold a phone from the weakness in my arms, can’t brush my teeth, or hardly lift a fork. It’s madness man

I’m sorry for your condition, Papa! I’ll pray for you and the rest of the guys on this forum!

Wish you the best!

You are comparing these syndromes to something like being in a weelchair. Sorry, but I would choose being in a weelchair everyday over this. I have lost everything, I wish it were just my legs. I am bedbound, haven’t gotten out of the house in months. My main symptoms are severe anhedonia, loss of emotions and derealisation. I can’t watch a simple movie, play a videogame, or do anything that entertains. All I can do is lay in bed and wait. Wait for what exactly? The miraculous cure? Everyday feels as if i am being put on a torture machine, tortured the entire day, to repeat it the next day. Without any future in sight. The future only brings this torture. Listen, we have to be realistic. A cure is nowhere near. Everyday I am begging for mercy and wishing I will just die, but nothing happens. I have been less severly affected the first year, and I thought the same as you. Come on guys, let’s do this! This is good. But let met tell you. When you are very severly hit, and the day becomes too torturous to get through, death is a humane option. When you can cope longer, do that, but we shouldn’t look down upon people who decide to stop the torture.

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I ser your point, brother… :pensive:

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We’re here for you man don’t do anything to hurt yourself. I’m in the same way believe me, I have little hope but we need to fight and try to get out of this madness together.

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You still have these symptoms?

To me, the cure will come when we organize as a community and get good research started. Until that happens, it’s all going to be same as the last ten years — people trying fasts and herbs with no results over and over as if it hadn’t already tried before for an entire decade previously, people complaining that no one outside of the community is coming to rescue them while doing nothing whatsoever to contribute themselves, and people committing suicide.

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Even with research, we are talking 10 plus years before a cure is found. Look at the tempo the baylor study is going. It’s a harsh pill to swallow, but there isn’t anything near, no matter what path of reaching the goal you believe in.

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That’s the Spirit, Papa! I like your attitude!

For some people here 10 years still leaves them enough time in their lives to be able to start a family etc and do the things that are most important to long term happiness. But if all we are doing is sitting around bitching then we are all dead.