Won't be long, suicide soon

Symptoms Sexual
#1

I’m so over this hell. I’ve spent literally hundreds of thousands trying to restore my health. I can’t afford to keep trying things, I’m depleted financially

I’ve had limited success with cvac treatments, stem cells, ozone therapy, light stim, frequency healing, detox, raw food diets. Paleo. Some fasting
Etc… all of it stops working after the novelty wears off.

It’s been 8 years and now that I’m 51 my testosterone has plummeted. Liver enzymes up, libido completely dead

I still look youngish and healthy on the outside, but on the inside my body, endocrine and nervous system is ravaged. I have high blood pressure now, high glucose, tacacardia, shakes, and my receding hairline is almost filled back in, even though I’ve been off the drug since 2010. It’s like my body doesn’t know the difference

Ive tried hormone replacement but my body can’t handle it even though I need it. All my symptoms get worse, how fuckedd up is that? Libido herbs - tried them all, viagra, nothing works

The worst part is the mental, no drive, no happiness
No horny thoughts, it’s like youre dead inside, and just watching life but can’t feel it. Depersonalized.

I’m trying mineral balancing since my levels showed they are way off, but I don’t feel its working, will give it a year…

This has killed my social life, this sexy blond who’s had the hots for me for 2 years is finally giving up because I can’t have sex with her, and I don’t even want to go there with a limp dick, she’s not even inviting me to her big bay
Bash, this girl would have done anything for me. I’ve told her the situation, but she still thinks I’m rejecting her.

Anyway, I’m already dead. Just need to finish it. Sorry this isn’t inspirational in any way, if u don’t hear back in a year or so after I give this last treatment a fair shot, u will know what happened… good luck , I know others have healed
But it’s probably just not going to happen as my symptoms are actually progressively worse as time goes by.
Best to us, and lord have mercy on our souls
Matt

#2

Suicide is really risky bro. There’s a high failure rate no matter what method you take. So keep that in mind regarding your decision. I know it’s bad now but you could end up in even more pain after your attempt if it fails and then placed under close supervision to keep you from trying it again.

#3

im a long time lurker but this post made me write my first one. WHAT KIND OF ADVICE IS THAT? ARE YOU SERIOUS?

Ocguy please seek mental help, yes being fucked like this is no joke and not having a sex life sucks BUT IT CERTAINLY IS NOT A REASON TO KILL YOURSELF.

Im 24 and im facing worse side effects than what you currently described and still suicide never once crossed my mind. Please take care of yourself, join support groups, talk to somebody do NOT give up.

#5

You’re not suggesting suicide noprop, and yet you advise him of his safest option? I’m sure if he was desperate enough he could find this information out for himself. This feels a bit like enabling a no going back decision and I don’t think that any of us wants to be complicit in assisting the ending of one of our lives - there have been too many suicides already. This site should be about helping each other to best navigate what’s happened to us, and that should be about promoting coping strategies around living with what we are currently experiencing, rather than providing tips on how to end it.

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#6

Hey there,

please don’t give up. I have had a great success by taking avodart for two weeks and then stopping to take it. After 8 to 10 weeks, I started to feel much better. It is now about 4 months after I stopped my 2 weeks of Avodart and my condition is stable (meaning the improvement has not vanished). I am actually planning to take another 2 weeks of Avodart soon.

Please read my post in this forum by following the link. I am sure you haven’t tried this yet and from what I’ve read in your post, you don’t have much to lose.

BR

#7

What kind of advice is that?

Good advice. Advice that will probably prevent him from attempting suicide.

You’re kinda not supposed to be on this forum if you’re still taking fin/dut lol, it’s for people who’ve taken it and quit.

I don’t care but just FYI. I can’t blame it you as you said it helped you feel better. But as I mentioned in my using finasteride again topic, your side effects can definitely get worse if you go back on fin/dut. But I think they can also get better like in your case and in the case of the cheeseburglar guy I posted about. It’s all dependent on chance though.

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#8

Scotsman: you cannot easily find this information. Especially the right method.
It is kinda prophylaxe as well.
Cause you can take it more relaxed and dont need to act spontanesly. This could be dangerous. Best

#9

I am not taking fin/dutasteride right now. I was taking Avodart for two weeks in January to check its effects on me. So far, I can say it was the right decision to take it.

Will try another dose soon.

#10

You can’t keep taking it and coming on here during the periods when you stop according to the rules lol.

When I was planning on taking finasteride again I wasn’t going to come on the forum anymore if I went through with it.

#11

If you take it as part of a regimen to heal it should be fine. Why shouldn’t i share my knowledge with the forum members.

#12

I agree with you lol I just don’t want to see you get banned. I think as long as you’re not taking it for balding/prostate reasons then it should be allowed.

#13

Hey guys,

Thanks for the advice, all of it… I dont think i could ever try avodart or fin again…avodart crushed me, even a small dosage scares the hell out of me

I actually made my initial post some time ago, it took a while for them to approve it.

since then i am doing a little better, i’ve been on a mineral balancing program and taking 5adhp and r andro, i was in really bad shape… like rock bottom, but ive been a little more functional and still fighting…
Wasn’t trying to be too dramatic with my post, , but it was so bad i couldn’t even walk without severe joint pain, kidneys failing, liver enzymes way up… its such a progressive deterioration, sometimes it just seems futile. but again, i’m not where i was, that could change but for now the fight is still on…

thanks again for all your support

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#14

Hi Man, really sorry for your side effect, I use to be there too and would say I recover around 85%.

There a study made by italian doctor who show that even if blood test levels are fine the concentration of certain vital neurosteroide in the brain fluid can be fucked for a long time by the Finasteride.

It won’t be to long for one researcher to find a solution there are near it.

Have you tried huge dose of Ginki Biloba every day in infusion ?

I used to never have side when I was doing this, my side happen when I stoped taking ginko 3 times per day and I realize this a year after that on ginko I haven’t any side effect.

Try some ginko infusion 3 time per day ( do not over dose to much it’s a blood finer too) . See what happen after a months.

#15

Thanks for the message…

So are u saying sides will come back if I start ginkgo infusion and then stop? Not really clear on what your suggesting

Where are u getting the infusion? Are you making it yourself and doing an iv? Or do u have a practitioner?

Yea, definitely a form of brain damage we’re dealing with.

Thanks again

#16

Just Googled it… infusion, u mean like a tea?

Are u buying dried herb and boiling it? Or slow simmer?

Thanks

#18

Hey ocguy, i just read your situation and really felt touched. But i just want you to understand that “Sex” is just a part of life not whole life. You gave your 100% and it din’t work which can be said as bad luck, and still you are trying to treat which shows that you are a fighter. However, experimenting on your body with different medicines and treatments is risky and so painful.

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#19

I wished sex is all this syndrome had taken from me…

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#20

He can get more results from catching people sneezing and getting sick on purpose than with hundreds of thousands of dollars worth of experimental treatments

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