Fluoxetine, Xanax, Sertraline, Moclobemide, Ketrel, Citalopram, Escitalopram, Duloxetine, Tianeptine, Trazodone, Coluracetam, Fasoracetam, PRL-8-53, phenylpiracetam, Modafinil, Phenibut, Baclofen, GBL, THC, RSO Oil, Cocaine, Amphetamine, Psilocybin, MDMA, Testosterone propionate, Testosterone Enanthate , Testosterone Cypionate, Winstrol, Methandienone, Cabergoline, Clomid, HCG, Anastrozole, BPC-157, NSI-189, Ipamorelin, PT-141, Selank, Semax, IGF1, GHRP-6, Ashwagandha, Tribulus Terrestris, Sodium Butyrate, Licorice Root, SJW, L-histidine, L-arginine, Ginseng, Nicotine Vaping and some more bullshit supplements that are not even worth mentioning.
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Crazy man and none of those things helped you?
No. Some of them made me actually much worse.
Which ones made you worse?
Definitely all the SSRI and atipsychotics. They gave me full blown PSSD and anhedonia. Phenibut worked great at first for libido but then caused horrible withdrawals. THC lifted anhedonia but then made me psychotic. I wish I didn’t touch any of this shit after being damaged with accutane. I could live with this damage. But now I’m a wreck.
I dont know if it means anything to you but I’m praying for you. You can fight this (better then me anyway, I’m not even 2 months in and already planning a way out lol)
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Thanks you mate. I prayed most of my life but guess I’ve lost my faith along the way.All the best.
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I’ll still be praying for you mate
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Faith has been tested over the centuries. God knows what you’re going through and you will prevail.
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Totally agree about brain damage. If you have certain symptoms you just know. I’m like a lobotimized and castrated zombie with a damaged body. Just laying around in a body and brain that is completely numb waiting for the right time to end my life. Often going sleepless for days.
I have PSSD but on the PFS Foundation website it says “It is also surmised by the few specialists in the medical field that a type of receptor or “brain damage” has occurred.” Many doctors in the article reference it. The fact that most people don’t recover pretty much says it all. Trying to avoid using words like damage just seems like a desperate cope.
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No no it must be the gut and that tomato you ate for breakfast. Are you on a specific diet like broccoli or eggs with bacon or something? You should try the latest tips on this forum which include eating clean and avoiding 5aris in your drinking water, and monitoring the form and smell of your sh*** every day while doing some pelvic floor muscle excersises.
Im sorry for joking but the damage that some ppl do through suggesting and being convinced of such stuff is literally unbearable. What would a scientist think, if he was trying to look into our problem and started reading about eating potatoes makes the symptoms better or worse…Im really sorry, but im very annoyed, and if my comment is bad, please delete it mods, sorry again.
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Please do the survey brother. It will help a lot to fight this condition. Those mf pig pharmas and scientists need our data. We need to contribute to this.
@jrums01 @silentpain89 I had a brain heamoraghe in 2008 and actually suffered brain damage so I know the symptoms first hand. I can tell you that for some this is real and brain damage can occur… Doctors were confounded that I continued to deteriorate after the bleed but this was down to PFS
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No you can’t.
@orthogs I should have said a later brain scan hashown further damage. Then look at Robin Williams, the neurons in his brain were destroyed.
I’m not doubting your claim that your brain sustained further damage. But to attribute it to PFS is unfounded.
Well the neuroscience department stated it wasn’t down to the original bleed.whichvwas as the consequence of a fall. Even after the recovery I was still very smart and was extremely fit. Laws of probability put it at the door of pfs.
I see hCG on your list. How much of it did you administer it, and how often? I’m on it for over 2 months now, at 250iu injected 3 times a week, and I’m feeling emotionally better, with less hopelessness. There are some other improvements, but I’m happy with the emotional parts and continuing to use it.
Can you share your experience with it? Would you consider using it again?
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How long did u stay on stuff like NSI-189?
How you survived so long? For me it’s only the hope of healing or relief that I did.
I will try a few more medications, see a urologist and andrologist, wait for the Baylor trial (if it should come out in November) and then is the journey of experiments and waiting over. 3 years are a good deadline, and with that I fought longer than three other young men with whom I wrote, who also were destroyed by Trazodone and now are dead. At some point everyone realise that the body will not recover (unless a proverbial miracle cure comes along in next decades) and must ask himself if he want to exist like that or not. Some can accpet it, some not. But why continuine to suffer?
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