Yeah I am really at the end of my nerves. 15 years of permanent brain fog and 25 years of gut issues due to roaccutan, I am really at a critical point where I question my life. It’s not worth living at the moment. I can not think, read books, work or talk properly with people. My brain is so fucked up. I pretty much have no short time memory. My depression sneaks in again, even though I have a good life. Have a hot girlfriend, am in Thailand Phuket for 2 months now, have sun and a great beach etc. Yet I am always negative and depressed.
I tried tons of supplements, herbs and shit. Seen many docs. Nothing seem to help. I had a 2 months great life after bpc 157 but it lasted shortly. And taking that forever and risking to get cancer from it, I dont know…
Since accutane and fin fucked up our gut biome, my last hope is a stool transplant. I tried so many diets and shit. Nothing changes anything. I read good things about a stool transplant that I am ready to eat shit! Maybe it can fix the gut and Neurotransmitter mess and fight candida, clostridium, e.coli and other shit. Other than that, I dont know what to do anymore.
The thing is, we get better after a fast/diet and a few days or weeks later get worse again. I did the elemental diet for 13 days and wasted 300 bucks on it. things got better for a month. But then back to old again…
Bad bacteria and candida took over the gut. I think it’s impossible to clean them up with diet or anything similar. People who cheat after years of a diet get worse asap cheating once. An Antibiotic and then a stool transplant is the only option to restore the gut biome. Probiotics etc. all bullshit. I tried kefir and other forms of bacteria. It only gets worse.