I think you will be fine. If you can survive the depression and and suicidal urges you will eventually get better. You need to see an endocrinologist and tell him what you have done so that you can get regular blood tests. If you have messed up your hormonal axis there are drugs that can restart you. Jesus man this is like setting off a nuclear bomb to kill a snake in your back yard!
Leave this board and search for “t-nation forums”. Post what you did on thus board. The t-nation forums are all for people that take steroids or takectestosterone but also they are well versed in how to use the AIs that you took. They can help more.
If you have dropped your E2 down to 0 your penis will be 1/4 the normal size and lifeless. Nothing will get it hard. The world will seem dark and gloomy. 1 mg of anastrizole will drop me down for 3 weeks. You took 75x that.
The half life of anastrizole or letrizole is 2 days, so after 2 days you have half of what you started in your system. It would take weeks to get rid of 160mg. The half life of Nolvadex is 7-10 days. So after 10 days you have 2.5g still In your system. After 10 more days you still have a gram. I’m assumimg you did not eat this all at one but you have to deal with something called “steady state” where basically this crap built up in your system.
As an example, i inject 100mg of testosterone once a week. The half life of testosterone is 7-8 days. Because I keep injecting testosterone every week, after 40 days I have 200mg floating around in my system at all times. I’m probably a little off on the number of days but you get the point.
There is a calculator to figure out steady state and how long drugs are in your system. Your body does not just eliminate all those drugs in a few days . You now have to wait while they are broken down and then you have to wait for your estrogen receptors to start working again
Like I said, Go to the t-nation forums and someone can help you better there. They are well versed with playing with testosterone and AIs