looking for a uk clinic that provides hcg if anyone can help
thanks
I wanted to update you all on the good news but even more so to not update you all on the bad. I mentioned this in my last post a bit but wanted to share additional detail.
I played tennis for 2 hours last night and when I got home for some reason I was feeling some of the usual pfs symptoms. I tried to catch a beat and I had the very standard lack of ability to get it up, difficulty maintaining erection, difficult staying aroused, weak orgasm, and watery ejaculate.
In other words, the cyclical nature of pfs seems to be very much alive at this time for me.
I still maintain that HCG has proved to give me, all things equal, more benefits than not and besides my setback, I’ve had no real negative symptoms from it. It’s obviously still very early so the jury is not still out in my opinion, but it’s important that I include all details of my experience. Not just the good.
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At this time when you got erection it was fuller than pfs baseline or not?
I’d say about the same. and this is all with every other day 5mg cialis.
Sorry but I don’t understand. You mean that it was the samr as baseline pfs (thinner)?
I’d say thinning was not quite as bad as normal baseline PFS but erection quality in general was very typical to baseline.
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So does anyone have any updates?
@Hbcap Have you tried HCG yet?
@Renegade How are you feeling bro?
@NewYorker Any changes?
@Cooper What is this good news you got comming? I’m kindda curious…
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I mentioned in a previous post that I had a couple of unrelated setbacks, primarily due to shoulder surgery, and a second due to severely injuring my back. I assume the back injury, which resulted in a steroid treatment to reduce the swelling, may have been a result of increasing confidence to do things my body fell out of shape for. The injury made me delay a week’s worth of hCG.
Also, I think there was something different about the second vial of hCG, where it didn’t seem as potent or was old stock or something. I’m now on my third vial (each vial is about 20 injections) and feeling it’s more effective.
I have kept every gain I’ve made, seem to be sleeping better, have more energy, and unfortunately gained more weight. Before hCG, I was about 188 pound and now 198 pounds.
I need to add that orgasms, which have been absolutely zero since PFS are now about 5% or 10%. It’s a new feeling again, after almost 15 years of nothing. There is still next to no desire, unfortunately, but I continue to push myself in hopes I have to condition myself to undo 15 years of not thinking about much of anything.
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I started HCG as well, so will let you know if i get any changes.
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Doing pretty well overall. I am, on average, doing better than previously. I finally quit Cialis about a week ago and for the first time I’m actually able to function without it. Typically after 3-4 days of quitting I wouldn’t be able to get/maintain a hard on. Though, it’s been longer than that and I still am doing well.
I am definitely not cured yet and would imagine I won’t ever be - but the improvements are 10x better than sitting around doing nothing.
Kind of weird, but I am kind of starting to feel like it’s a weird thing to talk about my symptoms now. When you are in the bottom of the barrel of PFS, you can talk about your sexual health with a bunch of strangers on the internet because you have nothing to lose. Now it’s starting to feel a bit personal again, which I am happy to admit.
I am wanting to maintain a log though I haven’t been updating a ton because I just do not want to get anyone’s hopes up, including my own. Anyone who has the misfortune of this man-made disease knows that it is very sporadic. My goal is to be healthy and normal like everyone else here. It’s nice to get some freaking relief after so long being tortured, but I am also very cautious about being optimistic.
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What about your mental or cognitive improvements?
The biggest change in that department would be the mornings. Mornings for the past 3 years of PFS have been mostly total hell. I have been waking up with libido most mornings and just a better feeling of well being. I’d say in general I’m definitely happier - I attribute a lot of that to my dick not looking shrunk and being painful/ect.
I will say though that even before HCG I made significant improvements mentally/cognitively over the years. In my first year of PFS, mental/cognitive effects were incredibly apparent and awful. So I guess my point is I’m not sure how far off being fully recovered I am mentally without HCG in the picture. I have mostly been suffereing sexual sides for over 3 years.
I also have been hitting the gym very consistently, though - can’t ignore that that is certainly something that has always offered me some cognitive benefits.
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Any initial benefits?
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No, its just my first week. joekool recovered on month 5 or 6 as far as i remember for example
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How would you rate your penis size before pfs (or if you dont remember size before hcg) and now with hcg?
@trav @NewYorker Hello guys, i hope it goes well for you. This may be unrelated and unsignificant question, but i was thinking about how much we lost in our lives and didn’t even notice some things.
I have sensivity issues for years but i just realized with the help of weed, and remembered that urinating felt good before PAS!
That warm and tingly feeling down below and tickles on our spines! I realized that i don’t even feel the urine travelling inside of my penis. And that i really don’t feel my PC muscles when i have to hold my urine. Same thing applies to Erections and orgasms. No warm and strong PC muscle contractions… No good feeling while pissing, can’t really feel it, hell i don’t even feel that i have to take a pee most of the time. Back then i would move my legs and shake my feet in order to hold my pee before toilet, the whole PC muscles would contract etc. Now, none of these things occur! Even if i drank liters of water and wait.
It feels like as if whole area lost some sensivity and muscles got blocked.
So i just wanted to point out that it would be very good to keep an eye on these little things in order to fully aware of the healing process and clearly remember what we were feeling before PFS. I think it is mostly prostate related. If there is any improvements on this please share, thanks 
I just hope that we will “know” once the healing is fully done down there.
@pokertje Im on Tamoxifen 10mg and doing good. Im not going to say anything yet, but i experience small improvements. First the cycle needs to end and i should wait.
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I lost the same sensations with PFS almost 15 years ago. There is no feeling of flow at all. It’s all a faint memory, but yes, a good “piss” back then felt better than a good “orgasm” now. I will add that after 40+ hCG injections since August, I only recently started getting a slight tingle on orgasm. It’s actually confusing, but there is finally something there, with a subtle sensation in my spine. If I had to estimate, I’d say it’s 5%-10% of what it may have been.
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Yes! @NewYorker that’s a great sign but keep sticking with it! Don’t change anything. I am seeing some users might need longer on the cycle, as everyone is starting at different points but slow & steady. I’m psyched you’re seeing more improvements. Praying for everyone
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