The story of Azazel

Hello
sorry for you to go through all this,
for me after 19 months things are improving a little and I believe that one day I will recover but I don’t know when;
seen that you can do sport it’s already good, try to improve your quality of life (diet, no stress, no alcohol, ec…),
on the other hand I live in France also if you find an andrologist can help us let me know;
take care

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Great to hear! Keep us posted!

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Bonjour,

Je vais te répondre en Français alors.
Il s’agit du docteur VIRAG. Le médecin qui a invité le viagra.
La consultation est très chère en revanche…

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c’est le docteur Ronald Virag au 8 éme arrondissement, ou autre?

Yes, it seems to me that it is Dr. Virag from the 8th district of Paris.

merci,oui je vois que la consultation est 150e! est ce que tu sais s’il a déja traité des cas comme nous ?

Yes, I know he has dealt with cases like ours before. However, I’m not sure he can help us.

Doctors can prescribe drugs that deal with the symptoms, but they don’t know what’s really going on with PFS.

Many of them have their own pet theories though!

Bonjour M_C, Bonjour à tous,

The last 3 weeks of June were both special and common. After that dull moment, I had a period where I was relatively excited. As usual, it didn’t last long. Always less than a week. However, it was not followed by a mini-crash. I am in a moment where, I am in a low range (between 20% and 40%) and my condition fluctuates not only from day to day but also from hour to hour. I can feel very low now, and feel things more intensely and have sexual desire (even if it remains low) 1 hour later. When I’m in a good period, I tend to think “yes, it’s good, but I’m nowhere near the way I was before taking the medication.” It’s only when I find myself in a dull period - which has become the norm - that I think, “finally, I can live very well on a daily basis in this high moment even if it’s not like it was before.”
I feel like my penis is doing better most of the time. It too, fluctuates in condition but I feel it is improving. The touch and shape seems more normal than a few months ago.
Finally, I also feel like I am feeling things more, anger, joy, hunger, thirst etc. Again, this fluctuates from day to day, hour to hour, but I feel that the trend is up.
I did some hormone tests yesterday. I will have the results in 2 weeks. I will come back to you to keep you informed.

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Small update. As I had announced, I had hormone tests. I got a part of it. Everything seems normal except for the progesterone. It tripled in 4.5 months. It was 1ng, it went up to 3ng, which is twice the normal maximum level. I don’t know how to explain it. I didn’t do anything special during those 5 months except taking vitamin D because I had a huge deficiency.
I will post all the results when they are in my possession.

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Anecdote:

I had sex very recently. I hadn’t had one in over a year.
When I knew I was going to have it, I was clearly excited, as I was before. During the act, it was like before taking Finasteride. This doesn’t mean that I don’t have any symptoms anymore, on the contrary, I have difficulty feeling desire for women, even if my eyes are always attracted to her, only, visibly, when it comes to taking action, everything is fine.
I wanted you to know that

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Sounds great :slightly_smiling_face:
I’m pretty sure in my case it would be nowhere near my usual experience before taking the drug.

So, was it completely like before Finasteride? Except for some decreased libido?
Have you ever experienced sensitivity issues?

I felt like when I knew I was going to have sex, I was as excited as I was before I took the Finasteride. During the act, it was pleasant, I had a good feeling and I was excited. Did I feel exactly the same as before Finasteride, I can’t say, but at worst, it was very close to it.

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Hello to all,

I hope you are feeling better.
A little update on the month of July:

Positive points:

  • I am stabilizing. I haven’t had any big crashes for a while, or even small ones. My condition is fluctuating less.
  • My penis is going back to the way it was before most of the time. I would say that it is 80% of the time like it was before I took the Finasteride.
  • I had a sexual intercourse which went well even if I felt like ejaculating much earlier than before: after 10 minutes.
  • I feel a little sexual desire when I look at a woman. Quite rarely the pleasure is decent, most of the time it is weak and sometimes non-existent.
  • I often have morning erections and very often night erections. The nocturnal erections are hard, the morning erections sometimes hard, sometimes relatively soft.
    -I think my erectile dysfunction has improved as I can get an erection when I have an erotic thought.

Negative points:

  • My condition is stable, but low. I consider myself to be between 20-40% of my sexual ability and 40-65% of my emotional ability.
  • I received my hormonal results: it’s a disaster. My free testosterone, which was very high at the end of February, is at its lowest, the bioavailable testo has also dropped, but to a lesser extent. My progesterone has tripled and is twice the norm. All in all, my hormonal results are very bad.

I am almost 8 months since my first crash.
While I was optimistic and keeping my spirits high, learning that my hormones, which were fine on paper a few months ago, are totally out of whack, has affected me.

I hope you are all doing better.
All the best.

Similar case to you and same time. 8 months in pfs and I had two blood tests one in January and one in May. In between then my testosterone dropped from 801 to 487 ngdl or 27.8 to 16.9 in the other metric. Worst off the doctor was supposed to test my free testosterone but didn’t.

Symptoms sexually the same as you but my neurological symptoms are what will drive me to end it. Headpressure and headaches, vision, problems, tinnitus, twitching, brainfog, can’t think

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Tried them all. Unfortunately cognitive problems have no real cure and I’ve seen no real change. I reckon I’m a goner and lord the things I’d do to be in your shoes.

I’ve more stabilised my best advice is to live healthily, take certain supplements, sauna, cold showers. I feel you will get better over the years. Just as long as you are comfortable.

I hope you will find a solution.
We are not quite the same because I don’t really have a cognitive problem. I’m not suicidal but depressed because of my condition. I manage to go out, have fun with my friends when I have the chance, even if I don’t experience things with the same intensity.
As for the sexual dysfunction, have you made any progress or have you stabilised?

I hope you will find a solution.
Have you tried any protocols?

I am not sure I understood correctly,
are you Capone?

Yea I changed my name

I find it hard to understand.
You say that you have been in this condition for 8 months but that you are finished, your condition is irreversible. 8 months for PFS is a short time. People often get better after several years.
You think I will get better if I adopt a healthy lifestyle.
Why don’t you?