Bonjour M_C, Bonjour à tous,
The last 3 weeks of June were both special and common. After that dull moment, I had a period where I was relatively excited. As usual, it didn’t last long. Always less than a week. However, it was not followed by a mini-crash. I am in a moment where, I am in a low range (between 20% and 40%) and my condition fluctuates not only from day to day but also from hour to hour. I can feel very low now, and feel things more intensely and have sexual desire (even if it remains low) 1 hour later. When I’m in a good period, I tend to think “yes, it’s good, but I’m nowhere near the way I was before taking the medication.” It’s only when I find myself in a dull period - which has become the norm - that I think, “finally, I can live very well on a daily basis in this high moment even if it’s not like it was before.”
I feel like my penis is doing better most of the time. It too, fluctuates in condition but I feel it is improving. The touch and shape seems more normal than a few months ago.
Finally, I also feel like I am feeling things more, anger, joy, hunger, thirst etc. Again, this fluctuates from day to day, hour to hour, but I feel that the trend is up.
I did some hormone tests yesterday. I will have the results in 2 weeks. I will come back to you to keep you informed.