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[depressedguy]

I dont know which part of my body destroyrd but it had been my everything…

[pvdl]

@depressedguy

Still struggling so bad, hurting tiny penis, shrunk face, aids like body, nauesa, tremors, fatique, tinnitus, brain fog , fucked vision. Count me as a new suicide victim soon.

hello depressed guy. Pls provide photographic evidence of your face changes. My brother and me have experienced a similar rapid deteroration of our faces.

Post in this thread, so we can have photographic evidence when people doubt us: viewtopic.php?f=25&t=9303.

[pvdl]

@Raberduck

@Tubman

Yes we got fucked but it’s not because of capitalism. Every system in the world runs on greed but capitalism benefits everyone. Take a look at communist Russian or Cuba if you think the state can protect you.

It is the monetary system that makes the problems by forcing every business to grow, if an organism in nature doesn’t stop growing, we call it cancer.

The thing is that the system itself doesn’t reward you for taking care of people, it only rewards more sales, less costs, higher prices, less competition. Everything what is done to manage a business does serve these goals. If you think it through you come to the conclusion that if people knew what certain companies are doing to them, they would boycott them which would lead to less sales. But most people don’t have these information and are being fooled by marketing and propaganda (which does exist in every media, even in regulated by public law media).

Btw Russia is very far away from communism, but the state is more totalitarian and the freedom of speech is not guaranteed. There is no real communism in the world anymore, China is just like Russia but even more totalitarian.

The above post is typical for Germans: Always sceptical of capitalism because they dont understand it.

[depressedguy]

I have extremely loud tinnitus, i see everythings so dark and colors faded, also light sensivity is unbearable. My eyes cant proccesing visual informormations to my brain (finally i found wtf is that it called palinopsia due to some shitty brain damage or something) I have literally zero emotions, brain fog is so sharp and thick. My dick looks like a zombie dick, pale and so many black veins, %100 numb and i cant feel even orgasm. Anus is still bleeding. Also i lost my whole face, destroyed cheek and jaws, melted collagens. I have muscle twitches and pains. When im about the falling asleep for 1 second my ears become completwly deaf and my body parts suddenly moves which i cant control it. Hypnic jerk shit maybe. Whatever. Im completely loneless, my family preferred to not believe me and left me alone. Pfs thought me we all humans are a bunch of sand grain in a desert. Small as shit, lonely as fuck. Probably i will struggle with 99999 symptoms until my pitiful lifes end.
Its neither a suicide note nor a negativity shit which i want to demoralize you, its my shitty state. Im sure youre all better than me and will recover at some point to feel life again.
Fuck your money love merck. Fuck your ugly shit face kenneth.
I wont enter propeciahelp again.
Godspeed all of you.

[tiredfinasteride]

Does anyone know if depressedguy is still alive?

[depressedguy]

There are so many guys who asked me here or social media if im ok or not… unfortunately since i left forum my health didnt improve. Only brain fog has gone but flat emotions and other mental problems, sexual problems, vision probs etc still im trying to deal with them. Lets make this clear, quiting forum doesnt mean you killed yourself or cured yourself. I just wanted to focus other things instead of thinking everyday pfs and looking for some miracle on forum… im just trying to live my life “normal”. Thanks all guys who support me at my worst moments and curious about me but i left forum trying to live as best as i can, you can delete my account…

[baitongWu]

are you still here，my brother？