testicular pains

tell me a reason to live.

ın the future there wıll a lot of pfs patıent whose age around 50-60 years old.
10-15 years later pfs patıent numbers will be maximum level. Because thıs old fın users, most of ussers age around 30-40 years rıght now. 10-15 years later they wıll decıde to quıt the drug. Im sure 10 years later we wıll have mın 50.000 pfs patıents.

all media focused that the sexual side effects. They are mentıon that ed, libido loss is devastating side effects.
No, not them… When you look in the mirror you dont recognise yourself, thats the devastating. When you look your mom and hug her you cant feel nothing, thats devastating. You used to be one of the ıntellıgent guy ın your school and you cant read even sıngle books lıke a moron, thats devastatıng. Wakıng up agaın agaın and lookıng a poster on wall everyday and realıse stıll have dımmed blury double vısıon, ıts devastatıng. Destroyed future, breaked parents hopes, hopelessness,lonelyness, feelıngs when you thınk to end your lıfe and scare to cant see your famly maybe forever, loudly beeeepıng ears whıch drıve you crazy. Whıle you walkıng the outsıde a frıend says what happened your face man are you sıck. DEVASTATING. Whole thıngs are devastatıng, not only sexual sıdes. I prefer to cut my dıck to gaın back my whole lıfe.

but ım stıll alıve. For my famıly. For to waıt a cure.
And ı dont care the peoples pıty on me. If ı was a weak, ı have been death allready.

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my whole body destroyed and all result came back normal , my face ıs fucked up but even my parents dont notıce, and doctors dont belıeve me.
Is thıs some kınd of torture? Are they testıng peoples endurance wıth thıs drug? Is ıt made by a mad nazi proffesor? I dont know how many days more ı can take thıs torture.

[x ] Loss of Libido / Sex Drive
[x ] Erectile Dysfunction [ ] Complete Impotence
[ x] Loss of Morning Erections
[x ] Loss of Spontaneous Erections
[x ] Loss of Nocturnal Erections
[ ] Watery Ejaculate
[x ] Reduced Ejaculate [x ] Inability to Ejaculate / Orgasm
[x ] Reduced Sperm Count / Motility
Mental
[x ] Emotional Blunting / Emotionally Flat
[ x] Difficulty Focusing / Concentrating
[ x] Confusion [ x] Memory Loss / Forgetfullness
[ x] Stumbling over Words / Losing Train of Thought
[ ] Slurring of Speech
[ x] Lack of Motivation / Feeling Passive / Complacency
[ ] Extreme Anxiety / Panic Attacks
[x ] Severe Depression / Melancholy [x ] Suicidal Thoughts
Physical
[ x] Penile Tissue Changes (narrowing, shrinkage,
wrinkled)
[x ] Penis curvature / rotation on axis
[x ] Testicular Pain [x ] Testicular Shrinkage / Loss of Fullness
[ x] Genital numbness / sensitivity decrease
[x ] Weight Gain
[ ] Gynecomastia (male breasts)
[x ] Muscle Wastage
[x ] Muscle Weakness [ x] Joint Pain
[x ] Dry / Dark Circles under eyes
Misc
[ ] Prostate pain
[x ] Persistent Fatigue / Exhaustion
[x ] Stomach Pains / Digestion Problems [x ] Constipation / “Poo Pellets”
[ x] Vision - Acuity Decrease / Blurriness
[x ] Increased hair loss
[ x] Frequent urination
[ x] Lowered body temperature
[ x] other (please explain)
muscle twıtches, hypnic jerks,dizzines, dry mouth, dark dimmed vision, baricardyia, heart painss, tinnitus, teeth ache,thin and dry skin, hand, voice tremor, voice changes, headache, migrain auras, unhealıng wounds, mouth ulcers, unhealed ssebhoraic dermatitis.

and new sides, ass pain , bump and pain on penis.

Yes friend, this is torture.
Well, if the “nazi’s” actually won the war. I doubt, a hair loss drug would even be produced, or any drugs whatsoever, that can potentially harm “the people” for the sake of only profit. This is purely an outcome of the evils of modern day capitalism. and corrupt America, which is now completely controlled by wealthy corporate special interests and banks. If America, had lost the war, we would not be sick right now, and most likely living rather healthy lives. This drug was made by “mad capitalist scumbag doctors” who worship the devil and money.
If your American, renouncing ones citizenship is not a bad idea…

Watch this video to see how much the “good ol’ boy” merck US doctors care about you:
youtube.com/watch?v=6JLtDDjXw4M

^ extremely misguided and ill informed view.

The current system in America isn’t capitalism nor anything close to resembling capitalism.
It’s crony capitalism bordering on fascism now.

If America was actually capitalist there would not be billions paid in lobbying (bribing) by corporation to government officials every year to make rules & regulations that suit their needs and I’d very much suspect agencies like the FDA not to ban certain profitable but extremely dangerous drug.

Dude, I’m an American (unfortunately) and a military veteran. I think capitalism, was never meant to protect the individual, from being harmed by profit, because profit and capital was and is of utmost central importance. Always has been. Yes, crony capitalism, is akin to modern day capitalism(see above), but in the end, it is meant to serve those at the top tier, and not those consuming bottom, or the bottom tier.

If you want to chat mate sometime on skype, or as to how wonderful “pure capitalism” is versus crony, i’m more than willing to oblige. Like it or not, you and I were poisoned, as a result of a heartless and greedy system, bent on profit first, people last. Look at the great depression in America or the Reagan era, which gutted pensions and reduced modern day labor in the US, to servitude with no healthcare, low wages and no job security. Both era’s are widely considered as free capitalist era or pure capitalist era time frames.

Regardless, in the end, our condition should unite us as brothers, and not divide us into petty squabbles such as this.
Always down for a chat. PM me if your down friend. Peace and health to us all.

Subject: testicular pains

Having a BSc and MSc in economics I have a fair bit of knowledge in the field. I’ve ran the gauntlet of socialist Keynesian economics being rammed down by throat lecturers that benefit from statism.

Being a libertarian/anarcho capitalist free market economics was something I was very passionate about before I was mentally raped.

I won’t go into a big post about it but the Great Depression was pretty much a normal part of the business cycle turned into a 12 year disaster caused by poor policy by the fed which reduced the money supply by a 1/3. Nothing to do with private business.
The Reagan era? Reagan inherited the biggest economics mess since the Great Depression and managed to turn things around by employing Austrian economic principles. After 1982 saw the strongest bull market on Wall st since the 1920s all by keeping the state from interfering in the free market.
Enforcing wage rises increases unemployment, the price of goods and reduces output. Great if you get a pay rise but it comes at the expense at every person that can no longer get a job.
Making it harder for people to get fired stops more productive potential employees getting jobs and puts businesses off hiring new people. It’s almost impossible to get fired in the public sector these days no matter how unproductive you are.

In a growing free market businesses voluntarily offer pay rises to compete with other businesses to attract the most productive employees. The businesses benefit, the employees benefit, the consumers benefit and even the tax man as well.

If you look into history no other system can hold a candle to free market capitalism to get people out of poverty. Fact.

If you’re interested read Capitalism and Freedom by Milton Friedman. One of the best books on economics I’ve ever read.

Yes we got fucked but it’s not because of capitalism. Every system in the world runs on greed but capitalism benefits everyone. Take a look at communist Russian or Cuba if you think the state can protect you.

It’s actually nice to talk about this stuff again. Reminds me of a time when I had interests.

It is the monetary system that makes the problems by forcing every business to grow, if an organism in nature doesn’t stop growing, we call it cancer.

The thing is that the system itself doesn’t reward you for taking care of people, it only rewards more sales, less costs, higher prices, less competition. Everything what is done to manage a business does serve these goals. If you think it through you come to the conclusion that if people knew what certain companies are doing to them, they would boycott them which would lead to less sales. But most people don’t have these information and are being fooled by marketing and propaganda (which does exist in every media, even in regulated by public law media).

Btw Russia is very far away from communism, but the state is more totalitarian and the freedom of speech is not guaranteed. There is no real communism in the world anymore, China is just like Russia but even more totalitarian.

Fasting glucose : 90. ( 70-100 mg/dl)
LH:5,61. (1.7-8.0 mIU/ml)
Total testesterone: 7,59. (2,84-8.0 ng/ml)
Free testo: 31.2. ( 8,69-54,7 pg/ml)
Estradiol: 25,56. ( 7,63-42.6 pg/ml)
FSH: 3,41. ( 1,5-12.4 mIU/ml)
Prolactin: 11,9. ( 4,04-15,2 ng/ml)

What do you think, i guess im SUPER HEALTHY.

FUCK ALL MOTHERS OF MERCKS EMPLOYEE AND EMPLOYERS! Enough is enough! All day im struggling this brain fog, emotional bluntness, brainbfog, slow motion half blindness grainy vision, extrem tinnitus and worst im trying to pretend like normal to my family and friends. I wish your whole family even your grandchildren burn hell kenneth frazier. Im not a crying baby, i struggled a lot of pain in past but this is a TORTURE!

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this slow motion vision even worsening overtime i can not handle anymroe.

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Face? Fucked.
Skin? Fucked
Hair? Fucked
Eyes? Fucked
Ears? Fucked
Mentality? Fucked
Intelligence? Fucked
Penis? Fucked
Testises? Fucked
Hopes? Future? Job? Happyness? Fucked.
Because of 4 pills.

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Don’t let yourself get too deep into a downward spiral. Get active, dig deep to find motivation. Take on new challenges, start working out. Dwelling on the bad things won’t help you improve.

I know a guy who had kidney failure and has racked up something like 80 surgeries in four years. If he can stay positive, so can you. Good luck.

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Still struggling so bad, hurting tiny penis, shrunk face, aids like body, nauesa, tremors, fatique, tinnitus, brain fog , fucked vision. Count me as a new suicide victim soon.

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And my hairline was nw 2 6 moths ago. Now its almost nw 3, son of a bitch motherfuckers.

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I can relate to how you feel. Please don’t do anything to yourself. I know how difficult life can be with PFS. Please get to one of the studies! At least it will be on record that you had PFS. If you don’t then you die as just another lunatic. This is one of the many things that keeps me pushing forward. I am not crazy. That can’t be my legacy.

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Diagnose wont satisfy me without cure.

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I totally understand how you feel. If it doesn’t save you, maybe it will save someone else. I look at all the little boys and think how tragic it would be if they were tricked into taking this shit like we where. I have a son and I couldn’t bare the thought of this happening to him. I also am suffering through this for them. We must work together to make this change or more and more people will loose their life to this. Please don’t give up. Make your way to one of the research studies. At least when meet your maker you can say you did your best to prevent this from happening to more people.