Ok, 1 year has passed.
Though i wished i could get more from this treatment, i had some results and it’s time for me to take stock of the situation.
1 YEAR AGO
Mental
tinnitus: 0/10
tinnitus button: 3/10
suicidal ideation: 0/10
depression: 0/10
anxiety: 7/10
social phobia: 8/10
insomnia: 10/10
memory loss: 6/10
stumbling over words: 0/10
slurring of speech: 0/10
laziness/lack of motivation: 6/10
loss of personality: 7/10
crazy thoughts/irrational fears: 10/10
disconnection feeling: 9/10
Physical
stiffness of the left leg: 5/10
tremors: 0/10
lipoatrophy: 10 (proceeds)
wrinkles: 10 (proceeds)
graying hairs: 10 (proceeds)
dry skin & other skin disorders: 10 (proceeds)
fatigue: 0/10
joint pain: 0/10
poop pellets: 9/10
flu-like symptoms: 0/10
TODAY
Mental
tinnitus: 0/10
tinnitus button: 3/10
suicidal ideation: 0/10
depression: 0/10
anxiety: 5/10
social phobia: 4/10
insomnia: 4/10
memory loss: fixed
stumbling over words: fixed
slurring of speech: fixed
laziness/lack of motivation: 3/10
loss of personality: 5/10
crazy thoughts/irrational fears: 10/10
disconnection feeling: 5/10
poor stress tolerance: 10/10
indecision: 10/10
Physical
stiffness of the left leg: 5/10
tremors: 0/10
groin: fixed
poop: fixed
lipoatrophy: 10/10
wrinkles: 10/10
graying hairs: 5/10
dry skin: 9/10
vitiligo-like patches: 10/10
fatigue: 0
joint pain: 0
poop pellets: 10/10
flu-like symptoms: fixed
soft nails: fixed
sexual
premature ajaculation: 10/10
penile shrinkage: comes and goes…
So, important things that improved are:
- anxiety (very little)
- social phobia (enough)
- insomnia (a lot)
- memory loss (fixed until i am stressed)
- tremors (fixed until i am stressed)
- loss of personality (enough to let me be, at least partially, myself)
- disconnection feeling (enough to feel more connected to reality)
- graying hairs (enough to get some hairs dark again)
- dry skin (very, very little. yesterday i noticed i have a very thin sebum layer on my face but still very dry)
- soft nails (seem to be fixed. i forgot to mention it, 1 year ago, but my nails got very thin then).
I still have debilitating symptoms like anxiety and poor stress tolerance, which are the worse along with crazy, paranoic, fearful thoughts: all these symptoms are the most debilitating and i cannot have a normal life yet.
About this, i wonder if my crazy thoughts are due to the big anxiety, i wonder if anxiety did serve as fertile ground for the establishment of irrational parasitic thoughts… in any case, they are still there. like my phobia for romantic relationships, or extreme indecision… all things that don’t allow me to live fully.
What I can’t understand is whether it’s physiological or psychological… so I don’t really know how to intervene, what to do …
Among other things I do not remember I found other guys with these phobias, so I wonder if in reality the pfs has nothing to do with it … What do you think?
Although these results are good results, i expected to earn more after 1 year.
I’m considering to switch from my regimen to a keto diet, since guys like @Ozeph earn a lot more after 1 year…
I also wonder if a psychologist might help with these phobias… maybe a nlp practitioner… don’t know.