Hi everyone
Just wanted to drop a line to let everyone know I’m still alive. As I said before, this is not a recovery thread. But given that I let people know that demethylation has helped me, I think it’s time to give you all an update.
As stated previously, a demethylation therapy using intravenous procaine did wonders for me. So much, that I decided to dump all other medication (mainly two antidepressants). This led to a further improvement in my condition, including sexual sides (fuller penis, usable erection, libido). Antidepressants work by increasing neurosteroid levels. They achieve this (just about all of them), by increasing induction of 3a-HSD. This, unfortunately, causes a reduction in androgens at the cellular level.
So dumping my antidepressants had the effect of giving me an androgen boost, which made me feel better for about a week or two following quitting. In my case, increasing androgens eventually always makes me feel worse. So going off the SSRI’s eventually caused me to crash again and I was feeling pretty shitty for quite a few months. Since about a month, I am starting to feel better again. Some libido, often good morning erections. But if I do anything to raise testosterone (ejaculation, too much exercise), I feel bad, depressed and get shrinkage. So not really useful from a sexual perspective.
Since 6 months I am completely off any medication besides TRT. The procaine therapy seemed to have weakened my immune system because I was coughing almost all winter. This appears to have gotten better now. Global demethylation is not the magic bullet because it messes with too many other mechanisms in the body and can cause other, serious problems. My personal focus is still on getting scientists interested in working the basic science side of things. We need a more detailed understanding of what’s wrong in order to assist with a more targeted therapy. I hope we can start initiating some molecular level studies in the foreseeable future.
Take care all.