Do any of you guys ever have difficulty just “being?” Sometimes my mind is so scrambled and full of static, that it’s hard for me to relax and feel comfortable. Night time seems to be the worst because that’s when I would usually be winding down. My body gets comfy but my head just can’t get into it. It’s such a strange sensation. It’s like I can’t “feel” comfort. What ever wiring that controls that particular sensation is blocked or damaged. I really think this static mind is the result of damage to my brains GABA system. Without the proper amount of GABA or GAGA receptors, my mind is just firing off in no particular fashion. THis is the way it feels to me.
On a related front, sometimes when I wake up in the morning I will just have a particular song or saying, repeating itself over and over in my head and it’s like I can’t stop hearing it in my mind. It can get rather annoying at times. THis isn’t like your typical. “I got this damn song caught in my head.” THis is like completely out of my control, like the stereo in my head is just doing it’s own thing. I think this has to be related to GABA as well.