My libido went off little by little almost without noticing it, I always thought it was related to my job, and so was my constant state of tiredness. I couldn’t keep my friends pace at all. I went out with girls and on the first night I would be very aroused because of the new situation but after several days I would loose my interest in having sex, or going out. Some might think this could be normal, but no, it wasn’t at all like before taking Propecia. After that came the ED. Which improved slowly to a good situation right now. As I didn’t connect this situation to Propecia to 4 years later after I quitted now I see there was sides I suffered and I didn’t noticed them to be anormal (watery semen, etc).
Right now I could say I’m improving my libido but anxiety is kicking back again so I can not enjoy it. I am in a continuous state of fear lately. I’m studying my 4th and a half year of Law School in Spain now while I work (only 7 hours a day) my wife says I always get nervous before the exams (february). Maybe that doesn’t help my anxiety.
So these are the symptoms that are still present
Sexual
[X] Loss of Libido / Sex Drive (Lately has improved, I’m starting to get delighted again with sex - such a wonderful feeling)
[X] Erectile Dysfunction (not as before but much improvement, I can get an erection even watching porn staff and even thinking about (very few times though). Some years ago I would think to myself: …why do you feel atracted to that woman if you could not do anything with her. Lately I’m feeling more confident.
[?] Loss of Morning Erections (improving slowly)
[?] Loss of Spontaneous Erections (improving slowly)
[?] Loss of Nocturnal Erections (improving slowly)
[] Watery Ejaculate (not anymore)
Mental
[x] Emotional Blunting / Emotionally Flat (somehow I started to loose interest for things).
[x] Lack of Motivation / Feeling Passive / Complacency
[X] Extreme Anxiety / Panic Attacks (yesterday I had to leave a Cafeteria for some minutes because I thought I was going to faint).
Physical
I would say that my testicles are bigger (fatter), softer than before.
I think Dostinex is making my feelings sharper (the good and the bad ones), but it’s too soon to say something about it. I love to feel my libido improving a tiny bit, when you actually picture in you mind how you would love to be having sex with someone. (I even see now women more attractive than before - it happened to me with a cashier girl in the supermarket) : )
If I could only get rid of this anxiety without taking more pills…