what iām saying is the stains are on the bedsheetā¦I have no idea how they got there. I donāt drink anything in the bedroom. It has happened to 2 sheets now. A blue and green one. Still the same orange mark. I only slept in one bed for the one night. Its very strange. The pain in my abdomen now feels very strange. I really canāt describe it but its not that painful - feels inflated.
On the upside work up today and my morning erection was getting very close to normal size.
If i sort the sexual stuff out thatāll be one less thing to worry about. My eyes i really need to tackle to. I keep noticing this. One observation i have made about seeing different colours in each eye is that say i lie down and lean my head to the left and close my eyes for a minute the colour change becomes much more apparent and the normal tints are in my left eye and the matrix like green tint is in the right. This happens vice versa. Both eyes are capable of seeing the right colours. This doesnāt reflect the ghosting, glaring, halos, sensitive eyes. Thats lways there at the moment.
Another thing is i mentioned dry eye i think a while back and waking up crusty etcā¦ The strange thing is wearing contacts for example should make it worse as it dries the eye out. It should really make them red but it doesnāt. In fact it kinda helps forget about the dry eyes. Of course if i wear them for to long its no help.
One theory i had for my eye problems is this: Finasteride causes dry eye problems which then could cause higher aberrations which cause the glaring, ghosting etcā¦ But this doesnāt add up with the colours which suggests a more brain interpretation problem rather than an eye problem.
Could be a bit of both.
Anyway i ramble. Overall some strangeness, some success, some hope.