I Won the PFS Jackpot, need Really one to talk

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#1

  1. Where are you from (country)? Germany

  2. How did you find this forum (Google search – if so, what search terms? Via link from a forum or website – if so, what page? Other?) Google

  3. What is your current age, height, weight? 28, 180cm, 108kg

  4. Do you excercise regularly? If so, what type of excercise? No

  5. What type of diet do you eat (vegetarian, meat eater, raw, fast-food/organic healthy)?all of them

  6. Why did you take Finasteride (hair loss, BPH, other)?Hair safe

  7. For how long did you take Finasteride (weeks/months/years)? 1 year

  8. How old were you, and WHEN (date) did you start Finasteride? 27

  9. How old were you when you quit, and WHEN (date) did you quit? 28

  10. How did you quit (cold turkey or taper off)? Cold turkey

  11. What type of Finasteride did you use – Propecia, Proscar, Fincar or other generic?
    Finapil

  12. What dose did you take (eg. 1 mg/day, 1 mg every other day etc.)? 1 mg daily

  13. How long into your use of Finasteride did you notice the onset of side effects? All the time

  14. What side effects did you experience while on the drug that have yet to resolve since discontinuation?

Put an X beside all that apply:

Sexual
[ x] Loss of Libido / Sex Drive
[ x] Erectile Dysfunction
[ x] Complete Impotence
[ x] Loss of Morning Erections
[ x] Loss of Spontaneous Erections
[ x] Loss of Nocturnal Erections
[ x] Watery Ejaculate
[ x] Reduced Ejaculate
[ x] Inability to Ejaculate / Orgasm
[ x] Reduced Sperm Count / Motility

Mental
[ x] Emotional Blunting / Emotionally Flat
[ x] Difficulty Focusing / Concentrating
[ x] Confusion
[ x] Memory Loss / Forgetfullness
[ x] Stumbling over Words / Losing Train of Thought
[ x] Slurring of Speech
[ x] Lack of Motivation / Feeling Passive / Complacency
[ x] Extreme Anxiety / Panic Attacks
[ x] Severe Depression / Melancholy
[ x] Suicidal Thoughts

Physical
[ x] Penile Tissue Changes (narrowing, shrinkage, wrinkled)
[ x] Penis curvature / rotation on axis
[ x] Testicular Pain
[ x] Testicular Shrinkage / Loss of Fullness
[ x] Genital numbness / sensitivity decrease
[ x] Weight Gain
[ x] Gynecomastia (male breasts)
[ x] Muscle Wastage
[ x] Muscle Weakness
[ x] Joint Pain
[ x] Dry / Dark Circles under eyes

Misc
[ x] Prostate pain
[ x] Persistent Fatigue / Exhaustion
[ x] Stomach Pains / Digestion Problems
[ x] Constipation / “Poo Pellets”
[ x] Vision - Acuity Decrease / Blurriness
[ x] Increased hair loss
[ x] Frequent urination
[x ] Lowered body temperature

[ x] Other (please explain) Heavy Muscle wastage in the face, problems to take a shit, bone wastage

  1. What (if any) treatments have you undertaken to recover from your side effects since discontinuation of the drug?nothing

  2. If you have pre or post-Finasteride bloodtests, what hormonal changes have you encountered since discontinuing the drug (pls post your test results in the “Blood Tests” section and link to them in your post)? no

  3. Anything not listed in the above questions you’d like to share about your experience with Finasteride?

  4. This is a poison straight from hell i swear its like rat poison

  5. Tell us your story, in your own words, about your Finasteride usage and side effects experienced while on/off the drug. Please excuse my very poor and laughable english. I try to tell you so good i can. I went to my doctor to ask what i can do to protect my hair, i doesent have hat hair loss. He looked me and say Finasteride.This is so a f… joke!!Prespiction in the Hand and lets go to buy the Poison. One month later i had feel depresssive moods and anixety so strong that i was not more able to excersise Bodybuilding. On month six i had feel that my dick is not able to get an erection.and the anixety and depression goes higher and higher. I went to my f… doctor ask him if this could be from finasteride, he says no never in earth, its all in my mind.He looked at me like i was a psychopath. How dare i to say what negativ about his lovely finasterid???

he tell me to go on on the drug and dont care about sideeffects. I was so a freaking idiot i continue the drug for a half year and notice that i have for the first time in my life hair loss.Imagine i take this poison to protect my hair, never had hairloss im life before fin and the result is hairloss what the f…?at this time i stopped this drug and 3 weeks later hell is already there.No libido, my penis and testicles shrunk and is like from a 8 year old boy, extreme depression and anixety, very extreme sleep problems, brain fog, fatigue all over the body, extreme muscle wastage over night. this was so scary i wake next morning and realise that my body has dramatically change.my teeth are decline and my bones too

i am 28 and look now like a 60 year old man. Im very tired all day cant go out anymore or do what i have do before in my life. I have to end my bodybuilding carrer and my job in the office. My girlfriend leave me beause she think im lying to her that i cant perform sex anymore because of this crap!!I was a happy and very powerful and strong person before this shit. Now my Life is ruined i live now with my parents, becuase im not able to do anything and even they dont believe me it came all from finasteride.They think i have do another drugs but i dont hav ever take another drugs.my eyes are dry like the sun and maybe it is weird but i cant take a shit on the toilet anymore like pre fin. I cant explain these in words.

I was in the hospital and thell them my story and guess what?3 doctors there dont even know this drug and says i have a mental problem f…k them all. And the only doctor who know this shit says finasteride is on of the safest drug ever and laugh at me like a moron and say you cannot have any sideeffects of this drug. WHAT THE F…??? im scared to hell i dont know what to do. The day that i research about this poison and find this site was the worst in my life. Imagine you have to search on your own on the internet rather than trust a doctor. My Life has gone and i wish my old life back. But this is not possible this drug take everthing from me EVERTHING!!! Mayby this is the most shitty english please excuse again, but im glad to tell my story to people they actually believe me. Its like living in a nightmare its easier to have aids or cancer against this PFS because no one in Hell belives you and no Doc cant tell what happend to my body.I dont know what to do.

I think about to kill myself every single day ,mayby then anybody would believe me. Mayby i think to kill my doctor because this f…r is the Reason why i took this pills.I am criying all the day and laying in my bed and think about how great Life was without this Poison.

Its a half year since i stopp this shit and nothing improves. What are they thinking to bring such a Dangerous Drug to the Market?? Is this a new Chemically Weapon and they need Idiots like us to test it?? i cant believe that. I would be very happy if anthing read my story and write me back. I hope all PFS Suffers get Revenge one day.

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#2

Hi,

I am from Germany, too. If you need help and somebody to talk please let me know.

This forum is full of advices that may help or not, but nobody can tell you something concret that will cure you.

Gruß

#3

Hi würde mich sehr freuen wenn wir uns etwas unterhalten könnten fühle mich nämlich als sei ich auf einem fremden Planeten gelandet alles ist so unwirklich geworden

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#4

Man i know exactly what you are going through. Now its time for reasonable actions to get your life back in track. Start bupropion asap. Up the dose week by week starting from 150 mg to 450 mg per day. This will help you with depression and anxiety. Secondly, hit the gym 3 times a week for start. Focus on heavy compound exercises that will help your body hormonal wise. Deadlifts,squats,benchpress should consist most of your routine. Go heavy with low reps. This will help your body wake up and start functioning better. Thirdly, fix ur sleep. Try whatever works for you, glycine, melatonin, 15 mg remeron might help. After doing all these try to listen to ur body. Monitor everything until you realise what makes you feel bad or good and do it. Also forget about girls at this moment they will put more stress on you that you can handle. When you feel ready and steady start dating again. If things down low are not moving, consider starting cialis 3 times per week to get the blood flow moving there. All these things have helped me and please consider them with your doctors first. Im not a doctor. Finally, stay positive and convince yourself that you ate going to make it. Thats all… Stay strong

#5

Hey Dude thanks for your help and tipps, can you imagine that i dont believe anymore that i can live more and more years in this situation??Its so a fucking nightmare, i had never imagine that such a condition is possible i swear to god mayby PFS is the Worst Ill ever, i dont know how long ican live with this, its a fucking shame that a “DOCTOR”, A MAN WHO IS THERE TO PROTECT YOU, GIVES YOU POSION THAT FUCK UP YOUR LIFE IN EVERY FORM AND SHAPE.WHY THE FUCK HE SAY NOTHING ABOUT THE REAL SIDEFFECTS??IT IS NORMAL TO LOOK BETTER ON THE INTERNET INSTEAD TO TRUST THIS SON OF A B…I am full Anger and Hate like never in my life before. By the way are you greece??because of your name costa??

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#6

Sorry of course you are greece i dont have look right in the location because im acting like a Zombie. Im a Greece too but i live in Germany…im so glad that here are people to talk with thank so much for this forum

#7

I mean think about folks. There is already a guy, he was here on propeciahelp who commited suicide because of this poison, and this is still on the market and doctors give it out like candy. Man i read here on this board from more than 50 people that they think to commit suicide me lncuding.And can you imagine how many People suffer in the silence. Only God knows how many People commited suicide beacuse they dont know whats going with theyre Bodys. I visit so many doctors and all say i"ts in your mind".Im sick of it. Even Crystal Meth victims have a better chance for a cure as we have. This Poison not only destroy us, it destroys another People too who suffer with us like Familys and Friends, Wifes, Kids etc. I lost so many Friends because of this shit, Imagine Becuase of a HAIRPILL!!!My life is full of Hopeless, Anger, and Hate, I can even barely subscribe. Imagine you see a Friend on the Street and he ask you " Why dont you work anymore?", “Why dont you excersise anymore”? “Why are you looking like a freaking AIDSvictim”? “WHY…”, “WHY…”, “WHY…”??? BEACUSE MY DOC GIVE ME FINASTERIDE!!
Its like a bad Joke really

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#8

Sorry this happened to you, many of us know the feeling.

How long after stopping the drug did the problems get worse? Did you have a lot of muscle loss and how quickly did it happen?

Things are looking up in terms of identifying and treating this disease so don’t despair.

#9

2 Weeks after quite this shit i realize over night that i have lost some muscles all over my body. Its such a shame to write this because it sounds so surreal and after this i lost about 40 Pounds pure Muscle mass.After that my Bones are began to getting smaller like i been radioactivated or what. And i swear to my life that im not lying or talking shit.The Doctor in the Hospital told me only Aids or Cancer Patient loosing so fast weight, but i have not aids or cancer.

My Penis looks thin like a cigarette, and my left Ball is almost not there.Its like my Body does a Mutation, i felt like tired and messed up everyday.Sometimes i wish this is only a Nightmare but it is fucking Real.I remember when i was for a week in the hospital and tell the doc about my problems after fin and he laugh at me and say mayby im crazy and need mental help.I tell him that my Dick is shrunken after this shit and i never was sick before in mylife and he laugh his ass off, went to the door and says “tommorow comes a doc for your mental problems” and left the Room.

I know i sound like a crying kid but never especially here in Germany believes me. I was in a German Forum and have ask there about Propecia Help and they told me that this Forum is full of Hypchonder and Junkies or Crackheads, who have another Problems. WTF???

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#10

man i feel for you, if only i had not touch fin for the second time i would still have my normal penis. the physical changes is what always reminds me of those days i took fin and its all because i want to save my hair. now all i have is a thinner and wrinkly looking dick, . never been so regretful in my life.

i also lose weight on fin and no matter how much i eat i cant gain it back. my arms looks like a lady’s arm now.

#11

Im Sorry for you man, my hole Body looks like a women, what a fucking mess. Im really think to kill myself. I hope the Peaces of Shit of Merck have a well Christmas this year and they can think " Yeah again more PFS Victims this Year but fuck it the PS4 and XBOX One are already under the Christmas Tree".

#12

Yeah this is exactly what im feeling like a lady.Its so depressive.Why God Why??

#13

Hi,

I am also German. What I can tell you is, you will not get medical help from a doctor in Germany. I have been with all kind of doctors. Not even one could help. Some laughed about me, some looked at me as if I was mentally ill. So I cannot recommend to go from Doctor to doctor.
There are a couple of things you can do. You have to try what works the best. Just search this site but you will need a lot of patience.

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#14

Specially in Germany it is almost impossible to get help.Fuck the holy Finasteride Story…Merck fucks with Peoples Life and everything is ok. I was already to many Doctors and they laugh or say its in your head or they denied Finasteride can some Sideeffects…Man im so sick and done with all docs and this PFS Shit …My Urologist says " PFS is a nothing as a Legend and everything is ok with me"
You know what my shrunken Dick is a Legend…

I speak with a Psychatrist and say him about PFS and all the sideeffects and he responds that i am really crazy and if i dont stop to talking shit he send me to the Mentalhospital…i cannot anymore…this is the Worst Experience and Time of my Life…i dont even have the mental Energy or Power to try some Improvment…And i dont think i can do what against decline Bones to bring them back before Fin…Think about Guys DECLINE BONES and MUSCLE WASTAGE i think i be the very worst case of PFS here…The Only Sentence that should be under the Sideeffects in the Leaflat should be “THIS DRUG IS GONNA KILL YOU” End of the Fucking Story

i dont left any Sideffect not only one…This Drug push me from everyside to commit Suicide but i dont know how…I dont have a Gun, that would be much eaysier as all the other ways…Please excuse me all that im so negative…But my Soul died already from the first day i took this pills…its only my body that i have to kill… :angry:

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#15

I was thinking of suggesting Dr Thierry Hertoghe in Brussels. But then I remembered that he himself takes Propecia.

#16

How about volunteering for the PFS studies… are you able to travel or have money to travel to US to participate in the medical studies?

#17

Unfortunaelty im barely able to carry my halfdead Body to the Toilet and i if i can i have to save money at first to travel to the USA but it its hard because i lost my Job… :blush:

#18

Very wrong Person to talk about PFS…He is already a Fin Zombie

#19

Suicide is no option. You have to stop thinking about that. You have to cool down. The first year off is the hardest and you will probably have some very bad days. You still have some way to go but you will get better in time. Many guys do but you have to be patient. Try to find ways to cool down. Try not to think about this mess 24/7. This will not help. Try to find things that help and try not to think about what caused this mess too much.

#20

Thank for your Support but it is so fucking hard not to think about the Situation because this Mess hang around my whole Body and deep in my Mind, sorry that i am not a big Help here for the People, but my Anger against Merck is so Over the Top, that all the Anger that i had in my Past Life togheter is a laughable Joke.What is with this Pisshead, Shitlicking Kenneth Frazier going on???

He heard that his Drug has take a guy and killed himself because of the Sideeffects, the Parents of this Boy are fucking destroyed on the Ground and he sales his Drug on and on and on and on??Instead to stop this Terror…If i was this Kenneth Frazier i had stopped this Drug the very next Day to protect People. The Only Reason and i say the Only fucking Reason that he sales his Drug on and on, is the Fact that is impossible to prove that his Drug can do these terrible, horrible Things. It is not enough that almost 40000 People dies from his Vioxx thing??

I dont understand the World.

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