So here i am 10 months after my Crash.
And the only 2 Sides who are better is the sleep somewhat and the Brainfog somewhat.
I cant belive what is happen.
We was forced and fooled of Merck to take a dangerous Cancer Med (off Label) for Hairloss.
All the Story was a fake.
The 1MG is for Hairloss and the 5MG is for Prostate is bullshit, 1MG is potent like 5MG. It was a Lie.
The 2 % Sideffects story was a Lie.
The Sides stops after stopping Propecia was a Lie.
I can honestly say, i have destroyd my Life, my Future and the Human around me with my Condition.
I will die young because of this and Frazier will still be alive and free even in 20 years.
And i tell you what he will continue to fuck up Peoples Life.
I am fucking sure this was not his last Poison Bomb that fucked up Humans.
So what i will say is i give up, i give up with everything.
I give up to try to recover because for me personal its to much destroyd my whole Body.
i have over 30 Sides its impossible.
I give up with trying to think about what we can do to rase Awarness because i am weak and scared.
I give up to make me Hopes and Futureplans.I think i will become homeless.
I will not commit Suicide becuase i am a weak pathetic Guy, but from that Day now i am waiting for my Death.
I am proud on the Guys who give everything and fight to recover and live their Lifes and i am proud and thankful to the Guys who do so much to rase Awarness against Merck, you are all great.
But i am not a Help, not for me and not for the People here, or for my Family and Friends.
My Personality is dead and my Future is dead.I have only to wait that my rotten poisoned Body dies from Propecia.
I will start to look for a Tombstone for me.
I am 29 now.
I hope i can die from the sides with 30 its a nice Number to die for me i think.Especially from a “Hairloss” Drug.
My Fight is over Guys, i will not Post anymore, like i said i am waiting for my Death.
i think even with a Cure, i am not curable anymore. Too much is destroyd already.
I am only a Human i am not Wolverine.
Thank all the Nice Guys here for your Support, i wish you all the best from the bottom of my Heart.