Hello everyone 30 day update
February Friday 7 th I was very horny more than usual. but after going to bathroom for #2 I felt that I wasn’t as horny any more. I know its not very scientific and kind of childish but, I believe that something in my prostate changed after bowle movements it got massaged and hornyness went away. (I abstained my self from touching my dragon.) I was still horny but not like before #2.
that week I was feeling horny like I wanted to fuck all the time, my dragon got up easily and without waching porn or anything.
at work girl was wearing skurt and I felt the urge to talked to her my dragon responded accordingly to her curves and I had to stop the conversation before my erecation would become visible.
past manth leading up to last week I was getting horny during the day time randomly and that happened.
this was my life 3 weeks ago I was happy and excited. I hoped that it would last but it didn’t.
I am feeling different littlie set back. But I am an optimist and I will overcome this whatever this is. what I know is I am doing something correctly and I will not change anything.
I didn’t eat anything particularly different I don’t know what triggered this temporary recovery but I feel I am going forward.
I am noticing changes I sweat m ore and my face is oiler I observed this changes. oily face started September it was not that noticeable like now and I remember some days it was oily and some notes much now it is oiler.
my other change that I see is with my muscles. I see that my muscles are hard to the flex that is how hey have to be. this wasn’t the case fore me 6-7 months ago I had to exercise to and after stopping exercise fore weeks they would go back to mushy.
I don’t know how or what the drug did but it looks like things are getting back to normal.
sleep is also getting better.
I sleep deeply and 8-9 hours more and more. But some times I have sleep that is very bad like 5-6 hours or shallow dreams wake me up or waking up after 5 hours then going back to sleep.
right now I feel that this week is not that good. I mean it is better than 6 month ago. I just want it to end and everything to go back to normal.
I notice something else that is strange, I wander if its just me or others also notice it. my hear doesn’t fall off of my head some days and some days I have shading. I feel changes week by week sometimes good sometimes going back. 2 steps forward 1 back.
Also what I wanted to share is that I have morning erections like when you are waking up and close eyes and sleep relaxed state, I have hard erections when I wake up and 4-5 min later it goes away.
I makes me wander if it is neuro steroid, I think some steroid is produced in the brain and production stopes when I wake up.
what do you guys think?