I am exhausted. I am ready to die

Keep hard bro keep hard

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Thank you bro, I tried procuring proviron in the city where I work and could have got it probably but lockdown started around that time.
Now I am at my homeplace and dont know any contacts that can help. Maybe I ll need to hit up some gym coaches.

In the meantime, i found out i am severely deficient in vitamin d (15 nmol/L. Reference range 75 to 225) and am taking supplements (todays the 3rd week) but I am not sure how much it will help.

It feels really bad to miss out on life.
Dont know if I can mix proviron and vitamin d ( not becaise of dietary complicaitions, because it will be difficult to find out which chemical is causing what effect).

But if I wait for my vitamin d course to finish, thats a minimum of 3 months of more living like this.

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Thank you to everyone on this forum, just for caring.

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Bro you are OK?

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I didnt mean it in tone of finality. People here are suffering so much, the solidarity is something good to see.

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Bro… I know… I’m suffered… I have a problem a nerval pudend and for me stay sit is a horrible… But I must go on. For make a sex I take a cialis… And I have a wife and children… It’s a very difficult… But we must go on. Keep hard bro.

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Vitamin D is just a vitamin. It won’t cause risky interactions with anything, especially Proviron. I take Prelox and vit D with Proviron too. I wouldn’t wait for vitamin D treatment to end. It is meaningless bro.

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Ill start searching to procure proviron. I also dont think vit d. Will be the cure.

How long have you been on it? And did you take readings of your dht before and during the regimen?

Love you man

Vitamin d acts as an aromatase inhibitor , it’ll shot down your estrogen if you abuse on it

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@Demon reported that high dose vitamin D caused him to crash.

@PFS25 @Greek
Hey guys i posted a thread called Pas latest blood tests. Whenever you have time, have a look and see if theres some advice you can give

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@PAS ; Do you have any shrinkage?

For the devil that sounds like a view to my future. I pray to god to perform a milder pfs. But I feel all the symptomes developing from the Finistarid shutdown of Genes, tissues, receptors, Neurotransmitter Regulation, Mitochondria…everything. I m just dreaming of bicycle tours, walking, swimming, organising my live and household. And feel with You AXO and PAS sind all the Others.

As of now u can take the survey and support the research on pfs. Plz take it if u have time.

" I am very sad guys. I have lost everything. Family, friends, love, sanity, passion, sleep, vocation. Everything."

I have had all the typical Pfs symptomes since April 2021. Only 6 weeks! And I m allrady totally out of reallity. I lost my girl, I don’t want to see my child, I hide in my House, want to see No one. I stay in bed looking for other sufferer Stories, Just to know, I m not allone. One said to me you’ll recover soon, it s only the Low Testosteron Level. I think it’s a permanent deasise. But it’s good to know, we are not allone. Im tired, Im lonely. I have ti manage my new live and I want to Talk with my new reallity members. AND THIS REALLITY SEEMS TO BE HARD! I feel with You Axo and PAS. Don’t bei angry at me for all my comments. It’s the only Therapy and the only comunication pathway for me. I think for many members here to. World Outside needs tough Guys.

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@Exsexgod i took this shit on and off for years not realising the cause of my worsening health. Ive lost my marriage, career, friends etc etc the dots finally joined when i found the forum over 3 years ago. I thought my life was over when i realised what i had. Ive since got worse developing even more symptoms .However with time I chose to change my life to adapt to this brutality. Instead of trying to hang on to the old me at every turn ive given up that ghost *'it was too painful, unachievable, unrealistic. Instead i now focus on volunteer work and distractions. Doing stuff that is stress free, doesnt require group interaction can still bring a degree of reward. Even if you have a positive impact on someone elses life no matter how small you know its still important to be here.fuck merck for making me less selfish.

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Yes, you are very activ. You don’t hide yourself and give your statements. There are only some others who do that. I still hide myself, I still stay in something like carthasis. Still hope not to develope fully pfs after 7 weeks (hope Fin symptomes will recover / after treatment / but symptomes has been to typical). But If, should I hide myself to the end of time. People wisper, whats going on, or coming Out with pfs. I don’t Know…

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@Exsexgod the pfs mind is a strong negative force

Without my special private circumstances lt would be much better to relax as a 60 yo man. And don’t thing about pfs. But deep INSIDE, we all paniced. specially the young guys.