You told us, you live with your family and you are in a relationship. I think fin and other hormon disruptors make it impossible to join the social live outside but its although impossible to stay allone. So you have a supporting backround. After all the internet warnings of pfs your parents cannot deny its existing.
With this family background you ll never stay allone and you can handle the ugly torture for a time.
Its hard to arrange with the new situation as a chronic damaged person.I know well the pain cock doesn’t function. Its a horror done to us.