I have little motivation to get out and succeed. The whole freaking idea of life is to fall in love, work hard and support your family. Wtf the basic motivation to live and be successful is taken from me. I used to have drive and passion like I was working towards something…now i feel like im just working to not be homeless. 25 yrs old, educated, great job, whole life ahead of me. Life couldve been great im so angry and so tired of wishing this would go away. I had hope that it will get better but at 2 yrs off my body has proven that it wont get any better. Im not gonna return here in 6 or 10 years posting the same shit. Im gonna either recover soon or I WILL kill myself.
Imagine you have an awesome wife, 2 great young kids, a great job ect. People that love and depend on you 24/7. You foolishly take this dam drug because you just wanted to keep some hair. Your Dr. says its fine its FDA approved, he prescribe to others no issues. You take it for a few days and bam all fucking hell breaks loose on you. My family needs me and now I am totally fucked up. Its not any easier trust me. Imagine having 2 little children that don’t understand why daddy is sick all the time and can’t play with them like he did. Its heart breaking. They all think I will eventually get better. I can hardly imagine getting worse but the prognosis is not looking good. I want to be their dad at full capacity and it looks like that is never going to happen now. I am tormented constantly by this and I have to suppress it and push myself to keep going. If I killed myself they would be scarred for life. I can’t do that to them. In the mean time I constantly suffer in many ways.
I would be grateful if sexual/physical sides atleast improves with time. It seems to be the opposite. That is what is destroying my will to live.
Drug isnt killing us, it forces to kill ourselves.
Life could not be any goddamn worse right now. Fucking miserable at 25 no sex drive limp ass fucking dick. Muscle loss. My body is mis shapen. Fat midsection, skinny ass arms. Fuck this fuvking life
I must know if its uncurable, then i can end this shitty shitty shitty life.
Seriously, have you looked into Rick Simpson Oil. The oil works on MS sufferers and improves their condition, I’ve looked into this. So, if we have an autoimmune condition then RSO should help. The oil increases our allopregnanolone levels, this may be a key component in recovery. I am already researching this option and will probably do a research post over the next month or so. There are numerous things that I’m working on at the moment, I’m not sitting on my hands waiting for studies and Doctors to help me, I’m driving this one myself 
why am i so good? i cant understand…
Sanane - What sides do you have? The majority of us have shit sleep that causes all sorts of issues. I have crazy fatigue. Loss of sensation in the skin across my entire body. All blood work is fine. I use drugs to get sleep that cause similar issue like PFS causes. So its hard to determine what the fuck is going on. Today is my first clear headed day in over a month and I don’t know why.
I say, do what you must to survive. However the real clinical studies are the best bet at cracking this case. Don’t be foolish again and avoid our best shot at beating this shit. Or at least taking down the drug so it can’t harm more people. When god gave you lemons (did you kill yourself) or make lemonade. Let all go make some lemonade.
my sleep is awesome. no fatigue. i am stable last 2 years, after my thyroid treatment i feel awesome. every day morning wood, erections good and good libido,
but when ir ead horror stroeis from there my morning erections dissapers…
i didnot taken any drug except proviron and thyroxine and supplements after my crash, proviron helped me very much which is DHT itself
exactly 
It’s very hard living like this and most people don’t give a shit about us. Whoever you work for, doctors and pretty anyone can turn on you when you have this. Over time the insomnia faded for me and some of the more intense side effects (mentally) have become more manageable. I just try to take my mind off it as best I can.
If you remember these shit and these talks in here, you cant make sex, if you make a little,joke to a healthly man like that with only horror talk, he can experience erectile dysfunction for some time.
so dont visit here, i dont know,why i am here but i need to find,something to kill,time
anyways
after 6 years or so , its very likely you will cured.
regards
If I would have known that in 2 years I would still be this miserable, I would have and should have killed myself. My life is absurd. I feel unnatural. I feel I should be dead. Wont be long for me. Every medicine I try fucking sucks in terms of side effects. Every natural treatment has been garbage. Fuck this world fuck propecia and fuck any god that exisits or does not exist.
Have you tried the Progesterone regime that we are doing?
I would love to immediately if I could get my hands on some. Where can I get some?
A normal man can take zoloft without rediculous consequences. It clears my brainfog, gives me energy, and helps with depression. But naturally im so fucked up downstairs it causes my penis to retract to about 1 inch long and go numb and limp even more. I cannot win everything I try backfires 10 times as bad. Im so sick of this IMPOSSIBLE situation. Men take antidepressants claim it only causes delayed orgasm. I walk around constantly adjusting myself because it shriveles into my pelvis and im constantly aware of it. Impossibly annoying. So mad so fed up so tired.
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Our Progesta regime comes from this post
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I go through as many posts on here as I can to find out what’s been working for others