Update: Been on hcg for the past few months at 250-500iu 3x per week. I feel good. In fact mentally I feel like I’m pre pfs. My cognitive state/memory/mental sharpness is back as well. I play to stay on for another 6 months or so. I may also play around with trt at various doses down the line.
I’m able to have sex without any pde5’s. My last remaining issue is a severe lack of visual libido. I can get aroused through physical stimulation if my girlfriend initiates it. I’ve learned to accept it and whether my libido recovers or not I’m able to live a fulfilling and successful life.
Just a reminder to everyone, I was in a very bad state for the first year and a half. Have faith as there is a decent chance you will recover to some extent.
For those that may say I didn’t have pfs, I can assure you that I know what having zero test feels like and pfs is an entirely different beast.