So a little update
I stopped taking Cialis completely as I felt it wasn’t doing anything good
Penis is still dead
No feeling
Rubbery texture
The worst feeling is how it retracts when I am working out. I look at it and it’s barely an inch.
It’s like the blood supply is completely cut off.
I can get hard but it’s like it takes a lot of effort
In the morning I wake up and I feel it retracting inside me
Worst feeling ever
Saw another urologist. Said only thing to do is wait.
I didn’t mention the whole series of event after finasteride but I am putting it together now. I did 3 weeks topical like I said i stopped in February. I got pseudogyno. I am putting way more fat around my chest. I work out daily ( Bodybuilding) for over a decade and I can tell changes to my body. Over quarantine I had weights at home and worked out daily. I still put on 10 pounds of fat while maintaining usual calories. I am doing cardio twice daily and I look at my stomach and it looks like it belongs to a fat guy. It’s crazy. I am restricting calories but fat just won’t come off.
Anyway that doesn’t bother me as much as the penis situation. I just want it back to normal. The joy of being a man is having a functional penis.