Welcome to our community. Please fill in the following template as a way of introducing yourself, and helping others to understand your background and situation.
I’m a female btw.
Where are you from (country)?
-EU
How did you find this forum (Google search – if so, what search terms? Via link from a forum or website – if so, what page? Other?)
-Via the PSSD forum
What is your current age, height, weight?
-29,168,58
What specific drug did you use (finasteride, dutasteride, saw palmetto, isotretinoin/Accutane, fluoxetine, sertraline, citalopram, leuprorelin, etc…)?
-Escitalopram
What dose did you take (eg. 1 mg/day, 1 mg every other day etc.)?
-5mg
What condition was being treated with the drug?
-depression
For how long did you take the drug (weeks/months/years)?
-6 days
How old were you, and WHEN (date) did you start the drug?
-29
How old were you when you quit, and WHEN (date) did you quit?
-29
How did you quit (cold turkey or taper off)?
-cold turkey
How long into your usage did you notice the onset of side effects?
-I noticed from the first day
What side effects did you experience that have yet to resolve since discontinuation?
Check the boxes that apply. You can save your post first, then interactively check/uncheck the boxes by clicking on them. If your symptoms change, please update your list.
Sexual
[x ] Loss of Libido / Sex Drive
[ ] Erectile Dysfunction
[ x] Complete Impotence
[ ] Loss of Morning Erections
[ ] Loss of Spontaneous Erections
[ ] Loss of Nocturnal Erections
[ ] Watery Ejaculate
[ ] Reduced Ejaculate
[ ] Inability or Difficulty to Ejaculate / Orgasm
[ ] Reduced Sperm Count / Motility
Mental
[x ] Emotional Blunting / Emotionally Flat
[x ] Difficulty Focusing / Concentrating
[ ] Confusion
[ x] Memory Loss / Forgetfulness
[x ] Stumbling over Words / Losing Train of Thought
[ ] Slurring of Speech
[ x] Lack of Motivation / Feeling Passive / Complacency
[ ] Extreme Anxiety / Panic Attacks
[ ] Severe Depression / Melancholy
[ x] Suicidal Thoughts
Physical
[ ] Penile Tissue Changes (narrowing, shrinkage, wrinkled)
[ ] Penis curvature / rotation on axis
[ ] Testicular Pain
[ ] Testicular Shrinkage / Loss of Fullness
[ x] Genital numbness / sensitivity decrease
[ ] Weight Gain
[ ] Gynecomastia (male breasts)
[ ] Muscle Wastage
[x ] Muscle Weakness
[ ] Joint Pain
[ x] Dry / Dark Circles under eyes
Misc
[ ] Prostate pain
[ ] Persistent Fatigue / Exhaustion
[ x] Stomach Pains / Digestion Problems
[x ] Constipation / “Poo Pellets”
[ ] Vision - Acuity Decrease / Blurriness
[x ] Tinnitus (ringing or high pitched sound in ears)
[ ] Hearing loss
[ x] Increased hair loss
[ x] Frequent urination
[ ] Lowered body temperature
[x ] Other (please explain)
I have insomnia, loss of hunger, loss of taste and smell, loss of sensitivity on skin (can’t feel touch or pain properly), brain fog, no reaction to coffee/alcohol, no sweating, no adrenaline, I never feel tired. Literally all normal bodily functions and emotions are gone.
What (if any) treatments have you undertaken to recover from your side effects since discontinuation of the drug?
- I’m taking olanzapine so I can sleep
If you have pre or post-drug blood tests, what hormonal changes have you encountered since discontinuing the drug (please post your test results in the “Blood Tests” section and link to them in your post)?
Anything not listed in the above questions you’d like to share about your experience?
-I’m absolutely devastated that this happened and frankly I have suicidal thoughts about this which I never before had.
Tell us your story, in your own words, about your usage and side effects experienced while on/off the drug.
- I noticed the genital numbness and the lack of my depression being gone from the first day. Soon I realised that the depression was gone because I felt no emotions at all and therefore could not be sad. Some of the other side effects came gradually, like the insomnia and loss of sensation in the whole body.