My sleep disturbances have been getting worse lately. But generally, I think that I can still achieve REM mode.
As far as dreams are concened, I find that I dream much less than before fin. Interestingly (and sadly) this thing has also penetrated me so deeply that I actually dream about my condition. For example, I will be dreaming about a social situation and I will actually feel the anxiety kick in IN MY DREAM - then I will remind myself (in my dream) that I have a “condition”. At this point, I usually wake up thinking that I had a nightmare and quickly realize that the nightmare is actually my reality. I mean, how messed up is that?
Regarding sleep in general (might belong in a different thread):
I woke up this morning at 4am because of a strange convulsion in the center of my back. It felt like a very strong tingling sensation, not unlike sensations I get while trying to fall asleep; tingling scalp & head, etc. Has anyone else had this?
I have also realized that if I do intense cardio before bed, I have a hell of a time trying to fall asleep. My ears feel like they are right next to a space shuttle thruster w/ tinitus, I get a strange tingling senstaion in my head. Sometimes while trying to fall asleep, I convulse or twitch semi-violently for a split second.
On nights when I really need to get to sleep - good results have been had with: Melatonin; Nyquil; Advil PM.
Nyquil seems to help ward off the anxiety before bed. Funfact: One of the components of Nyquil (Dexromethorphan) is a non-selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor, and has been used to treat psychological conditions.