It probably is but idk if I can do it man. I feel like this PFS stage is the final stage of my life before death, I feel like there isn’t anything left after this tbh.
I try to stay away but I’m lonely as it is anyway. I don’t like being with friends in my post pfs state I feel like I’m being a fake to them.
I really hope you’re right but the digestion issues happened and didn’t stop the day I took the AI. Now I’m getting visual floaters and all’s kinds of shit.
Pain I’ve never had before, everywhere! It’s fucking terrifying because Douglas and Konflict would’ve done anything to stay alive.
Furthermore. My memory is fucked now. Completely. I had to scroll up to remember conflicts name. To be fair I haven’t slept for like 40hrs so it could be that but still.
I promise you man I don’t think I’m imagining these symptoms. Douglas’s case lacks certain details mine has and Konflict I literally only just read his case and was terrified when every symptom sounds like what’s happening to me.
I just hope my connective tissue doesn’t go… I love the gym with all my heart, I have to commit suicide if I can’t even train. It’s literally not an option to live
Thanks for taking the time to reply to me. I know that when I get worse I’ll make sure to say some final words to you and a few others before I do commit suicide but until then. I’m holding on to the hope you’re right…