I have confusing feelings about this girlfriend I’ve been seeing and trying to see if she’s worth marrying.
She knows about my PFS and has been a god send in helping me cope with it. She’s not much of a looker, likely a 4 on a scale of 4 out of 10. She’s not the girl I’d expect to touch me so deeply.
I’m going to be graphic here so WARNING.
She fucks like a champ and can actually make me orgasm even with my low sensitivity dick. There are so many girls out there that would just give up due to getting tired and satisfying sexual needs is an obvious big thing when it comes to relationships. She doesnt even have that big of a sex drive herself so it kinda works out in that department in too.
I don’t know if I could ever find another girl that could satisfy me the way she does, but shes not the girl I had imagined would touch me so deeply and work with our unique issues.
What are your thoughts on this issue?
I’ve gone back and forth from wanting to spend the rest of my life with her to maybe moving on, but I’m scared I won’t find someone who can fucking deal with my PFS. This shit is so unique.
She rated me as an 8 out of 10 on the looks scale so its kind of a looks mismatch, but we are a perfect match in literally every single other way.
I asked my mom (my only parent), she can’t give me a straight answer.
Currently, I told her that I need to put the relationship on a break in order to see a therapist in order to further understand my feelings. We both cried, because we formed so many good memories together and she fit so perfectly into my life it was like I didn’t even have to put effort into the relationship, it just fit so well sometimes that I wouldn’t even call it effort, just natural caring and love.
What are your thoughts on this situation? I need insight because you guys are the only people that can truly understand the viewpoint I’m coming from. Please, I don’t want to look back on this relationship with regret, I already have enough regret as it is.
TL;DR: 8 out of 10 man found a 4 out of 10 woman who can satisfy me sexually and emotionally. Not the girl I imagined that fit me so well in my life.