63 hours into the fast : Its morning and I
m feeling weak. I woke up almost 3 hours ago, brought my son to school, took a black coffee and I just dont seem to clear my mind. I
ll see if it gets better in the next 3 hours and if before noon it didnt, I
ll stop the fast at 66 hours. Maybe I`ll push through. 72 hours is a land mark…
It could be that I had 2 bad nights in a row. I usually can handle one, but when they start pilling up I end up being dysfunctional by lack of sleep. I’ve often said that lack of sleep adds a double and just as bad layer to pfs symptoms. For me, lack of sleep means days are lost.
In any case, I didn`t intent to fast more than 72 hours. So tonight I will sleep well.
Update : Well, I manage to do all my work anyway. it’s now been 69 hours. Hunger and stomach pain have disappeared and I got used to the empty stomach. I feel I could do another 24 hours but 72 hours as a first fast seems adequate and in good measure.
The feeling I had this morning would be best described as sleepiness. The same as when I woke up to go pee 20 years ago (before fin). I would feel sleepy, go back to bed and fall straight asleep.
Since I had pfs, I never got back to sleep after getting up. If I have to pee, that’s it for the nigh. I may later feel fatigue, but not sleepiness.
It might be the 2 bad nights of sleep adding up, but I’ll let myself have some wishful thinking, just for the sake of having 8 hours of hope : What if something got fixed and I felt sleepy because I took more sleeping drugs that I now need ? I mean I took the usual ammount, no more, but what if my body needs less now ?
I will test the theory by reducing the sleeping drugs from now on and go back to the usual dose only if really I can’t sleep without it.
If it doesn’t work, well, I’ll have another fucked up night like the past 2 nights. It’s not like I’m not used to that after all that time. But if I’m right, I’ll be avoiding taking more drugs than necessary, avoid building a new tolerance level and set myself on a new, lower level that would let me sleep anyway.
It’s too son to see the results of the fast. But my experience with it so far is that it is some pain and hardship, but in a tolerable measure. I will try again, next month or later as my schedule permits.
For one thing, it saves a lot of time and money, not having to eat. I get at least 2 hours more in my day.