I’m from France
I found this forum through the PSSD subreddit.
I’m 26, height 170cm, weight 57kg
I took paroxetine (brands: paxil, deroxat) for 11 months
20mg for 6 month then half for 3 months then gradually tappered off for the remaining time.
What condition was being treated with the drug? Depression/anxiety
For how long did you take the drug (weeks/months/years)? 11 months
How old were you, and WHEN (date) did you start the drug? 24
How old were you when you quit, and WHEN (date) did you quit? 25 yo, end of May 2019
How did you quit (cold turkey or taper off)? tapered off
How long into your usage did you notice the onset of side effects? About 2 months in
What side effects did you experience that have yet to resolve since discontinuation? Loss of attraction, desire, libido, a feeling of being disconnected to my past, my memories, impression of not feeling things to a 100% such as falling in love (I’m in love, but can’t feel the passion)
Check the boxes that apply. You can save your post first, then interactively check/uncheck the boxes by clicking on them. If your symptoms change, please update your list.
Sexual
Why 10 boxes for men and only one women can feel concerned with?! Female sexuality deserves to be acknowledged at the same level as men’s!! I took the liberty of adding some boxes
[*] Loss of Libido / Sex Drive
[*] No morning arousal
[*] No spontaneous arousal (vulva)
[*] Clitoris erectile dysfunction
[*] Difficulty to lubricate
[ ] Erectile Dysfunction
[ ] Complete Impotence
[ ] Loss of Morning Erections
[ ] Loss of Spontaneous Erections
[ ] Loss of Nocturnal Erections
[ ] Watery Ejaculate
[ ] Reduced Ejaculate
[ ] Inability or Difficulty to Ejaculate / Orgasm
[ ] Reduced Sperm Count / Motility
Mental
[*] Emotional Blunting / Emotionally Flat
[ ] Difficulty Focusing / Concentrating
[ ] Confusion
[*] Memory Loss / Forgetfulness
[ ] Stumbling over Words / Losing Train of Thought
[ ] Slurring of Speech
[ ] Lack of Motivation / Feeling Passive / Complacency
[ ] Extreme Anxiety / Panic Attacks
[ ] Severe Depression / Melancholy
[ ] Suicidal Thoughts
Physical
[ ] Penile Tissue Changes (narrowing, shrinkage, wrinkled)
[ ] Penis curvature / rotation on axis
[ ] Testicular Pain
[ ] Testicular Shrinkage / Loss of Fullness
[ ] Genital numbness / sensitivity decrease
[ ] Weight Gain
[ ] Gynecomastia (male breasts)
[ ] Muscle Wastage
[ ] Muscle Weakness
[ ] Joint Pain
[ ] Dry / Dark Circles under eyes
Misc
[ ] Prostate pain
[ ] Persistent Fatigue / Exhaustion
[ ] Stomach Pains / Digestion Problems
[ ] Constipation / “Poo Pellets”
[ ] Vision - Acuity Decrease / Blurriness
[ ] Tinnitus (ringing or high pitched sound in ears)
[ ] Hearing loss
[ ] Increased hair loss
[ ] Frequent urination
[ ] Lowered body temperature
[ ] Other (please explain)
What (if any) treatments have you undertaken to recover from your side effects since discontinuation of the drug? Nootropics (without improvement): Maca, Gingko Biloba, B vitamin complex
If you have pre or post-drug blood tests, what hormonal changes have you encountered since discontinuing the drug (please post your test results in the “Blood Tests” section and link to them in your post)? Post-drug blood test results came back normal for hormonal levels