I would agree with your GP Maria. Think about all the things that humans enjoy in life. These days they all cost money in one way or another. Good food in western countries really adds up, sport often ends up costing a lot of money, nice holidays, cars, films, books, drugs etc etc. Sex and intimacy in my opinion blow all of those away when you actually think about it and do not need to cost any money and cannot be ruined by governments or anyone else.
To not be able to feel any sex drive is truly tragic and certainly makes you an outcast in comparison to other humans. I can appreciate that a lot of women and more men than ever these days lose their libido due to various reasons but proper/ full on PFS is a whole different ball game. Your genitals are transformed into something ghastly, penis to brain connection is completely dead. When i play any sport and so my body diverts blood to other parts of my body i literally cannot feel my penis, it as if it does not actually belong on my body. I dare not look at it or touch it anymore during exercise because it makes me want to throw myself in front of a train the minute i get home. Have any of you had your sporting life ruined? using changing rooms with other men is a complete no no. Imagine what other men would say if they saw your penis.
On a more positive note. At least PFS has brought about a rather calming sense of happiness for me at times. I am no longer concerned about the pretty things in life that people seem to thrive upon. I am no longer scared of failure or death.
The ideal situation for me in life with PFS looks something like this
. focus on a business to keep my mind occupied and busy whilst also earning enough money to visit any doctors or purchase any medications/ supplements i may want to use
. earn enough money to have a life of freedom and to be able to indulge in other great activities to replace sex
. stay close to family and take pleasure in helping other people - provide myself with a purpose
. pursue and media/ research opportunities and do all i can to attack pfs
. find a peaceful suicide method for if the day does come where i choose to leave (i am serious, barbecue in a closed up room sounds good)
With those i feel i cannot go too far wrong