I’m at a loss guys…
The past 7 months or so I have been doing pretty good, mentally and sexually. I got engaged to my girlfriend and we are getting married this October.
But yesterday, I suddenly fell what seems like impotent again. The brain-penis connection has disappeared. I still feel like I have a mental libido but there is no reaction downstairs.
After taking one pill and becoming impotent, recovering, crashing, then recovering and improving for the past 7 months, my life has come crashing down again.
I’m trying my best to stay calm and tell myself I can recover again. But I’m just so scared. I barely hung on last time… I don’t know what to do.
In the back of my mind I had always wondered if this day would come… I guess I celebrated too soon. I feel devastated and I’m starting to panic again.
I know others have it way worse, my heart truly goes out to them, and by comparison I seem like I’m whining over nothing, but it’s mentally and emotionally excruciating.
I could do with any words of hope, because that’s the only thing that helped me not to give up last time.
Thanks for listening guys.