yoyo's story

Generics of Viagra and Cialis purchased over the internet. I would have liked to purchase the full deal, but embarrassment first and cost second. Maybe I would have done so much better with the real deal with a script. If I had to do it all over again, I would have sought a ED doctor first, and gone that route. I was too ashamed to tell my family doctor.

Sometimes the Generics would work really well other times not so much. But it was affordable and only I had to know. It was difficult when you would take one or two, and still nothing would happen. Also I didn’t take Cialis (my preferred choice) just for sex. When I took a Cialis, and it worked well, having my functional hard dick in my hand was a great feeling. Gave me a sense of peace, and that I could “live with it”

Libido enhancers, you name it i tried it. I found a few that worked really well and then they would be discontinued. The FDA pulled them for having the active drug in Cialis or Viagra"

The standard Macca, Yhombie supplements. I had the best success on a small daily dose over time and it would occasionally get my interest flowing again.

Going to the gym made my head feel better and gave me a positive attitude, but it nothing to help fix my ED. I gave up alcohol for a while, and it did not help my ED.

How happy are you these days then?

This is the second partial recovery posted in the last few days, from old members.

Excellent.

This is not positive! Don’t read!!

Update, my ‘recover’ was short lived… I was back in the same boat after a short time. I didn’t come back because I hate what this board represents to me.

It has been a hard road this last couple of years. Mainly because I believe the medical community will never address this issue, and that means our condition appears to be forever. I ride waves of long bouts of depression. My depression keeps getting longer and lower. Hate to bring it up, but if there was a gun in the house I would have used it.

I still managed to keep my job and find a better one, a house, new car, take vacations. I also dropped a few friends that were better for the “old me” and not the person I am now.

I put myself on Trazadone 50mg per night, (from a post I read here) and so far it has helped me avoid thinking about putting a bullet in my head. I’ve kept a log of my mental state, which is not pretty. ED meds work some of the time, which helps me have a sense of being normal.

SOOOOOOO
My ‘labs’ all point to signs of a very healthy adult male. This really scares me. If my body doesn’t believe there is a problem. The doctors don’t see any problems. There is no hope for me.

I’ve just started seeing a new doctor who has me on 1mg Armidex. The doc might put me on TRT. He is unwilling to try anything else. The doctor will not order a exhausting list of blood test.

I read Dr Paul saying for some PFS suffers, TRT would jump start the system and help the mind to let go of the depression.
I believe that might be me. No pee pee makes me depressed, being depressed no pee pee. Before I try TRT I might order clomid, or start on small doses dhea based on some good cases I have read about. Also find a doctor to get me RX ED meds, and RX trazadone.

Though to be perfectly honest, when I am not feeling depressed, even thought I still have ED problems, I don’t think about it, and it doesn’t bother me to much.

Tests: (1) TSH (004259)
TSH 1.490 uIU/mL 0.450-4.500

Tests: (2) Luteinizing Hormone(LH), S (004283)
LH 6.8 mIU/mL 1.7-8.6

Tests: (3) Estradiol (004515)
Estradiol 28.6 pg/mL 7.6-42.6

Tests: (4) Sex Horm Binding Glob, Serum (082016)
Sex Horm Binding Glob, Serum
33.6 nmol/L 16.5-55.9

Serum Testosterone (ng/dL): 670 Normals: adults Males 175 - 781 ng/dL

thks for the info i was waiting to read something like that. Surfing the net i red about average recovery for the side effects of this poisson and i was like 3 yr ( 40 months average) so i think after 5-7 years we should feel some improvement, at least i hope that cause if not, i will go kamikaze aganist propecia CEO or my fucking liar ex dermatologist.

I has to be nice to watch porn and fell your penis grow, i am like fapping it for 30 min just to get hard when i am about to cum and then off again, well, enjoy and try to not think anymore about this nightmare

your Total T looks good. Did it ever go very low or below range?

after 5 years off finasteride i´m feeling better.

5 years … when I read this, is compassion has stirred in me. But then I realized what
an incredible desire in you lives and inspires me with respect.
I bow my main warrior, and wish you (both) all the best.