I want to preface this by saying I’m not proud of my behaviour, nor condoning it. Unfortunately, in the ~3 years that I’ve had PFS, I’ve struggled with opiate addiction on and off.
The fact of the matter is that since getting PFS I’ve had zero libido practically all of the time. The only time I don’t is when I take light doses of opiates, which make me feel some sexuality.
I’ve tried things that increase dopamine like caber and prami, with zero change in my libido so that doesn’t seem to explain it.
Any idea why this is?
I’m fortunate I have it relatively under control, but it’s such a hard existence with PFS. I train boxing 4 times a week, lift weights 3 times, do intermittent fasting, eat clean, take amino acids, take probiotics, drink lots of water. On and on and on, but absolutely no improvement in my condition. I’ve always been prone to addiction, but this constant alienation and loneliness just makes me turn to this vice so much more.