Hi guys,
I’ve barely posted on this forum since joining back in 2012 when I first got hit with PFS when I was 18. This is largely because I felt at the time I could get all the info I needed just by reading the thousands of post’s in order to patchwork together some kind of solid understanding of the condition; potential treatment ideas and also largely just to wallow in pity whilst feeling part of some kind of cyber group of the loneliest people in the world- cast aside by Merck’s Capitalist greed, although not for a second am I making this some sort of spiel about Marx.
Mostly I came here to read the guy’s posts who were having freak outs, so that I could see the thoughts in my own head written in text by other people.
Anyway I have managed to navigate university since acquiring PFS, a relatively prestigious one at that here in the UK. At times it was pretty horrible though as I felt much slower than my peers in seminars and what have you. Things like brain fog, a genuine pressure in my head that give or take I have had for the duration of my PFS which I rarely see anyone else talk about (also i realise these 2 are similar if not the same), slurred speech, loss of train of thought etc etc so basically all of the things that would have aided my time at uni failed me in some way. Not to mention the lack of interest in sex, weird penis and genuine depression all meant these years weren’t what they might have been.
Now however I finally have reached a stage in my life where I could potentially go all out on my health as I don’t have a job lined up yet.
The purpose of this post is to ask where in the world is good to go for a extended water fast??? As of all the things I have read on here, the water fast- though extreme and very difficult- always seems to be a winner with mental conditions and I hope it might aid in ending this 3 and a half year fucking headache I’ve had. I’m not even joking when I write that, its literally been a headache this whole time yet I can’t complain about it because it is always there. In a strange way you get used to living with something, even when that something is a continual pain in your brain.
I’m aware of the water fast places in the US, but they also seem very pricey. Bare in mind I’m 22, just finished uni and want to get my health sorted before I try and take on the world as an adult with a proper job etc. My parents would support me to an extent if I went on a water fast, although it would need me reminding them that I’m not ok (and thus bring up what is to them no doubt painful things to hear) about my PFS, considering I generally try and seem normal, as I’m sure all of us do- all of the time.
I live in the UK, but if you have read this, suggest anywhere you’d recommend in the world as essentially nothing matters at all compared to this, to me anyway. Also anyone who’s actually gone to stay somewhere, let me know. Furthermore, and this is a bit maverick maybe, but has anyone just gone somewhere isolated and done it themselves? I managed to go maybe 2 days or something and stopped, mostly because obviously loved ones are gonna worry when you stop eating.
Thanks x x x