I just wonder how do you cope with this situation in your life, when a bilion dollar company Merck screwed your life completely.
They sold a drug years ago without infoming that this poison has a stronger capability then heroin in devastating your health.
Heroin would screw your body but would never reverse it to a different organism. Do you even feel like a homo sapiens any more?
I think finasteride is reversing the whole body to a different entity. It feels so obvious that my body became a different entity. It is virtually impossibly this PFS investigation will not reveal what this body has been transformed to. Tell me honestly, do you consider yourself as a human being anymore? I personally feel like I am am a different creaure.
I really hate posts like this. I feel for you; I have felt these feelings. But vocalizing them… where does that get us? It just brings people down. We don’t need that. I’m not posting to be an asshole, I just really wish people around here would stay more supportive of one another. You must be having a rough day and this is the best outlet. I get that… but these words make me feel worse about myself and bad for you, and ultimately it makes me regret checking in on the forum. I guess that’s a big part of the reason I don’t find myself around here much anymore. I’ll bet you’re a lot more human than you give yourself credit for… you have just let too many things warp your perception of who you are (albeit many things that are out of your control, but many things that are still under your control). Sorry if you’re hurting. I wish I could speak to you in person… it always helps.
We are different. I think I stopped being depressed when I accepted this.
We do have hope. I was reading about work they are doing at the Mayo clinic that blew me away. The Dr. was talking about printing new organs in the next several years using 3d printers and biological printers.
My heart of hearts tells me this is reversible. MANY people have reported that they feel 90% better, 8i would take this. I feel much better than I did a year ago, progress is a
Slow but upwards. We just need to find of EXACTLY what would lead to our symptoms. I love Irwig, but he did an interview!!! This is the FIRST objective testing to learn more a a about our condition
Trust me when I say that I am at the same place in time as you right now !!!
I am in physical pain, abdominal stomach pain, prostate pain, tingling in my penis, severe confusion, off work sick for 2.5 months, muscle spasms/twitches 24/7, totally impotent.
BUT… I try to tell myself this… I have kids who’s lives would also be destroyed if I took my own life.
I also try to remember, whilst I feel ill, locked away indoors most days, I have use of most bodily functions, ok my brain feels impaired and I feel tired nearly all day but why should we give in to Merck and let them take another life too early? Whilst they may have destroyed the person we use to be and torn out our souls, I am just hoping I can pull through this?
Try to think of people worse off than you are right now.
My problem begins at finasteride 5 mg, I had all the side effects listed SPF all all all. All side effects disappeared, with the exception of erectile dysfunction and pain in the testicles. It’s hard to live with testicular pain 24 hrs a day, I tried: Indux + tamoxifen, not worked, i tried dostinex and I think I felt some improvement But it is very expensive for me. My life has no meaning, I keep using minoxidil, I will never accept baldness and erectile dysfunction either.
