I am 2 years off poison. I honestly cannot figure out why you people are all still alive, I cannot figure out why I am still alive. This situation is very bad and I truly cannot understand anymore what I should do. I fought so hard last 2 years but this wont budge. Im not crying for help but im pointing out the huge elephant the room: this is not getting better, will not get better. And living like this is next to impossible. So my question is, why continue on like there will be some miracle from these studies? Is there not only one conclusion to draw from our experiences? That we should all give up on this thing and end it already?! I mean seriously guys what are we all still doing here?
Hope… Hope and The Foundation is all we have
As well as our families and my kids, they keep me here now compared to a year a ago when I couldn’t care less about anything in my life except killing myself
Now I have some purpose again…been the best dad I can possibly be
This is a half life but we have to get on with what we have left it’s as simple as that but I feel your pain and know exactly where your coming from
We have to keep going for the sake of our families if nothing else.
The fact that these studies are taking place is a reason to hold on for just now. No matter how slim it might feel, there is still hope. Hope may be a fragile thing, but it is still there. There wouldn’t be so much investment in pfs if there wasn’t any. With death comes no hope, and passes the burden of our lives on to our loved ones for the rest of their lives.
My life should have ended after I took the medicine. This is a real life purgatory.
We’ve all been where you are. Knowing you are not alone should comfort you. I can tell you that it will take more time to feel better and you will. I did not start feeling better really up until 5 years post finasteride. Stay strong and if you can live the healthiest and most stress free life possible that should cut the healing time by years.
B