I’m in a very dark place right now !!! Suicide was the furthest thing on my mind till now. I used to be the user cjohnson(2010) on this forum I made a decent recovery & went on with my life was thankful to have a working function & able to have sex even if it wasnt as before. Basically forgot all about pfs until revisiting dec 18’ because of shrinkage happening again as well as weaker erection quality. ITS LIKE NO MATTER WHAT I DO!!! I DEAL WITH SHRINKAGE DAILY. RELAX ,MEDITATE, WORKOUT, EAT HEALTHIER SMARTER, NO FAP, AVOID PORN, NO DRUGS (NEVER WAS BIG ON). I’m actually at a time of my life were everything I worked for is My current life (new apt, loving girlfriend, artistic career, loving family) I’m normally the voice of reason in my family but my voice is saying fuck it!
I remember my family thought I was crazy around 2010-13 to regain my health back with thousands of dollars of debt
I forgot how this crash place felt from 2010. I dread the whole idea of waking up every day to deal with more shrinkage which seems impossible.