Trt and a few other things

Been trying different things through the years (I think January will be 4 years)
Lately testosterone patch, cialis, beet juice, l saline. Had morning wood today…

So you are treated for BPE Like me, much to early. Urologist handed me to a Fin package just to try, after I denied because of my sexual active girlfriend. After about two years after a relationship break in a state of psychotic disorder I took the poison for two months. And developed the very rare PFS.
Now my question :question: From day 1 until now the 5 the month I cannot accept, that I took the pills with our checking the internet, without medical need. I only want to make it unhapen in my phantasy or dye because lost the great love of my live, falling in love again over this fucking PFS.
But you recovered after 4 years to have sex and an enjoyable live again. Do you have a supporting wife or a long time partner? Who did you stand for the four PFS years. Teach me to survive mentslly. I only want to end it up.